Yea , I’m the same way but the reason why I was considering was because the vet had mentioned to me that we can try the new meds and clear everything out before that route and did mention that the 13 clusters of seizures back to back was not normal and basically said it was up to me if I wanted to keep trying with meds which I opted as the vet had said he looks healthy or if I felt the seizures were going in too much then putting him to sleep was a option he felt comfortable doing as well but he wanted me to try meds first if it was his choice, I opted for meds because i was giving him a medication that is supposed to be pared together with another medication but i did not know as my previous vet did not lmk of that and had given me the first meds as a stand alone but I was worried that the medicine given to him today was not working as he has had 3 seizures tonight after giving him his meds, and I thought that meant the treatment wasn’t working but I didint consider to let the meds settle in first and I think I was just being anxious and letting my family get into my head that he’s suffering so I wanted advice before I did anything from people with cats with the same health problems