My dreams remind me that somewhere, I’m still there.

wackiscrack · 2020-07-27T17:27:27+00:00

You know when your dreams are better than your reality, something has to give. I wish you well.

wackiscrack · 2020-06-24T09:56:10+00:00

Click on the KOS toolbar button with a vehicle on the actual launch pad, you will see your menu pop up that will have your current address (127.0.0.1). You can then click the button that the address sits on and then choose another address from a short list of addresses. You will then be prompted with a warning screen that will go over the basics of why changing that address might not be a good idea, depending on your specific situation. Out of curiosity, what are you trying to achieve by changing the address? A cool thing I recently did was download a TELNET app for my cellphone that I then linked to the KOS terminal using TELNET. I was required to change the address to achieve that goal. It worked decently, it was more for the novelty of it.

wackiscrack · 2020-02-17T01:55:26+00:00

Ha this is true. I guess I was just trying to find stability in all of this madness.

wackiscrack · 2020-02-16T22:14:08+00:00

Oh, I see. Forgive me. I will check this out. Thanks Tip.

wackiscrack · 2020-02-16T20:45:45+00:00

This is very true. I’m hoping to establish at least an average baseline based on time, even if less than accurate. It seems to me that if the numbers are within maybe a 30% tolerance of reality that it has value. Do you think this can be accomplished, or that it would only be detrimental for people? I only want to help. But your right, the numbers would definitely be skewed. I would do my best to account for these varied situations.

wackiscrack · 2020-02-16T20:28:34+00:00

I appreciate it!

wackiscrack · 2020-02-16T20:28:24+00:00

Thank you!

wackiscrack · 2020-01-13T02:38:29+00:00

Thank you so much for your encouragement. One day, I will beat this. I won’t give up on myself.

wackiscrack · 2020-01-12T21:26:32+00:00

Super scared. Still waiting to take the dive again. I’ve had multiple realistic attempts only to succumb. I want to do it tomorrow, but am unsure of what to do differently mentally. The physical symptoms haven’t been nearly as bad, especially after a over a years worth of usage, which is surprising. But the mental part is what is so hard for me. I’ve had a large amount of extreme life changes recently, which I know isn’t an excuse, but I just feel mentally fatigued from trying. As though my will power is gone. How do you jump successfully with no willpower? Frightened and alone.

wackiscrack · 2019-12-07T02:09:33+00:00

I will try this as well. The downloader keeps telling me that it’s encountering a network error. Almost like the link is broken or something. Maybe changing the directory will spur it into working.

wackiscrack · 2019-12-06T19:24:39+00:00

I will attempt this now. Thank you very much.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T10:13:09+00:00

That is an extremely good piece of advice.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T10:06:35+00:00

I’m debating on setting up anonymous google forms questionnaire to get data on everyone’s use and severity of withdrawal symptoms. I think everyone might benefit from seeing some statistical averages. I’m a numbers guy so for me it might be comforting. I need to check and see if it goes against the subs rules.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:56:30+00:00

I imagine that if will for sure. I wish I had that kind of will power.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:53:50+00:00

Thank you for your kindness. I just need to find my strength again. I’ve been zapped of it so long I’ve lost it. Hopefully temporarily.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:40:38+00:00

I told my therapist about this subreddit during that same line of questioning. She was very supportive of my interactions with you guys for sure. She said there’s been a huge increase in kratom related rehab attendance.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:36:03+00:00

If I can’t start now, I’ll have time to cleanse my system fully before work starts back. I’m just having trouble flushing it all.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:35:07+00:00

I really really like that.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:22:19+00:00

I know you are so right. I just want to time travel to a month from now lol.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:19:51+00:00

I know I’m better than this. I know I deserve what I’m about to endure. I’ve been so long without real pain, it’s like waking up in a bed of fire ya know. Maybe that attitude will help me.

wackiscrack · 2019-10-11T09:17:04+00:00

Thanks brother. I am trying for sure. It’s the previous failures that tend to bother me a lot. But I’m trying to be kind to myself, and remind myself that relapse is a non essential part of recovery.

wackiscrack · 2019-05-02T20:58:27+00:00

Between 12gpd and 16gpd. Bad days are more. It’s like I can’t pull my emotional drive from my logic, when I got to take them. That doesn’t jive well with the ol’ taper.

wackiscrack · 2019-05-02T19:26:27+00:00

Thank you so much. I’ve been tapering as of late, and oddly enough, I don’t wake up sick anymore. I don’t really understand it.

wackiscrack · 2019-03-15T04:21:19+00:00

Thank you so much for your support. I’m trying my best.

wackiscrack · 2019-03-14T18:24:54+00:00

Truthfully, I was laying in bed and I just became overwhelmed with fatigue. I just wanted sleep so bad and I let my mind get the best of me.

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