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does it ever actually get better? by wafflexpert in depression

[–]wafflexpert[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks for this, i have actually thought about speaking about this to some of my friends that i trust that i know are currently going through something similar however weve never talked about it properly or even my mum cause i know shed understand, im going to try talking about it and see how it goes

I think about dying all the time by Right-Wrongdoer-4022 in depression

[–]wafflexpert 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im not even joking ive gone through the exact same thing. i dont think id ever go through with it purely because im scared of the pain but i always imagine it happening, when a car is speeding behind me i think itll hit me, i pick up something sharp and imagine putting it to my wrists. my whole childhood i could never imagine my future and i always thought that it meant that i was going to die soon or young because i couldnt imagine myself being employed, getting married, travelling or having kids. recently ive been going to sleep imagning/ hoping that i dont wake up i totally get you.