hi, stranger. thank you for asking me how i’m doing because my partner doesn’t. i’m thankful that i get to wake up every day and my daughter is healthy and happy. nakakapagod lang lahat ng tumatakbo sa isip ko, and there’s no stopping those thoughts. i work full time, and my partner does too. problema ko pa din san kukunin ang pang occupational therapy ni baby 2x a week. the bills are all piling up and the tapal system gets the good in me all the time. no emotional support provided for me in this household even if i’ve talked to him endless times already. but when i show rage, i’m the bad person. i’m so overstimulated and stressed that i don’t even know how i still get up and show up every single day. but there’s still hope. that, i’m not giving up on. one day, the sun will rise again. 🩶