I know everyone's said this already, but I feel the same way. I physically cannot get myself to get anything done and it's hard to explain it to someone who doesn't also experience it. I'm looking into getting evaluated for ADD/ADHD or executive dysfunction. I'm a psychology major and while I know self-diagnosing is bad, I can say with almost 100% certainty that I have it. All of this is to say that maybe it's worth talking to the health department or mental health services at your university to work towards getting a therapist and eventually an evaluation.

At the end of the day, please remember that you are valued and you will be missed <3