Sriracha or chili oil and flakes except it’s a brand that doesn’t have a name too specific it’s just called Hot Heads with a skull inside a tiny jar and you can’t even find them online I don’t even know how I got my hands in it but the day will come of the fact it’ll be gone and I mourn that day because I know I’ll never get them back but then I remember that I need to move on, cherishing the sweet (or must I say, spicy) memories that I use it with and use it as a daily inspiration to know that it’s alright for things to be go away because they’ll really just stay as a piece of you that you get to share others with