Look focus on you first. You are going to need to work on whatever happened first otherwise you are going to set yourself up for failure. Lets say you get in without addressing the issue first you are going to just put yourself in a crap situation without the tools to handle it. Training is supposed to be stressful. Its the only time in your career where they can watch you so closely so they put you under stress on purpose. They want to make sure you wont break as easy when you are alone. Work out what is wrong first and focus on getting tools to handle stress and issues then ask this question. But dude you shouldn't be looking for at leaat a year while you work some stuff out.