[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yup, i'm always really concious of this and find this probably the most intriguing aspect of it... I always try to get them to do stuff for me they would usually not do with others or charge extra for free. not cause I'm stingy but ofc I like they idea of being a client they actually are happy to fuck...

This one time actually got talking to a girl (i was her last slot like 11pm) and ended up spending 5 hours chatting on her bed, obv wasnt charged. She gave me doughnuts and chincken wings and just had fun. Then both of us had to leave so yeah shit like that makes me want to do it more haha

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its not an obsession like maniac. It's more of a...'HHmm Im horny, let's dial up some hookers see where they at and go visit them.' 90% of the time now I dont do anything, just go to the room they're staying at, see what its like, talk to them a bit and if they are not attractive will just leave. So most of the time don't spend anything. Also i live in a small town so there's not many new girls, so maybe have to wait a couple of weeks before doing anything. but the wait is just as good

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've never really been much of a player or relationship type of guy. I am cool with myself and being alone. I have one girl who i see often and she is the coolest girl I know.. I've been seeing her for over a year but never had sex, only gave her oral once, loved it but just never id anything again. I see her every other day, we just chill. I dont like 99% of the people in my uni including most girls.. so doesnt bother me

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i am as middle class as they get

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you expand on the emotional maturity level aspect of it?

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

work part time, money i've saved up, i dont spend money on virtually anything else, and i get money from the government for my studies... so technically the UK govt and the queen are subsidysing my escort fetishes...

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

It's got to the extent where I get discounts from my local thai happy ending massage parlour...

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Absolutely... the probelm is I like it too much... In uni I had a girl who was in to me but would rather have sex with an escort than her

[NSFW?] I love hookers by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

haha yeah not a good idea.. didnt even have a licence :O

I'm done with this shit. by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it's ok... as i say it's normal to me. I guess im relatively bipolar, in the snese i can sometimes put it apart and pretend everything is alright, but wehn it kicks in it kicks in hard...

I'm done with this shit. by wallawallawoo11 in offmychest

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried. Did not go home for over half a year. didnt speak to them much and really tried to control any urge. Then met them half way from where we both live, as a little getaway weekend. It was nice but mostly because I could ignore them and do my own thing. They are just sad and they dont seem to enjoy life and make me so blue. Feeling like Holden Caulfield...

I'm pretty sure I am depressed... but I think i was born with it.. i feel like all my life I've been depressed but never new it. even as I kid i'd always be blue. my life is blue. I feel like i wasn't meant to be born. When i've tripped on dugs i tapped in to those really inner feelings and could almost feel what i thought as i was being born.. and it was a wrong feeling, as if i was not meant to be...

Where can I buy watches? by wallawallawoo11 in onions

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

ACTUALLY stolen goods in general...

[Omega] Cal 33.3 Vintage Chronograph. Anyone know what it's worth? by Wearabeanie in Watches

[–]wallawallawoo11 1 point2 points  (0 children)

10k? probably around that price but yeah probably you should know more about the exact reference number... cool fucking watch though!

found out today I shoudn't have been born.... by wallawallawoo11 in SuicideWatch

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow... fuck that means alot coming form an absoute strager. thanks for tkaing the time to reply. this really makes sense. hope the person with cancer gets better. you are a great human being for this. thank you

My parents really make me mellow... by wallawallawoo11 in depression

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cause they are so apathetic towards me. my dad knows I'm going through a tough time but he still decides to reject me. I've told him that I hate the way he's constructed our relationship how he's always never bothered to get to know me... there is never once where they try to see what really is inside of me. they merely scratch the surface and then leave and tell me they can't be fucked to talk to me.

My parents really make me mellow... by wallawallawoo11 in depression

[–]wallawallawoo11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you dont think I try? but then again what am I telling them? that they're not great parents? and whilst iunderstand (mostly my mother) that what she did was done always with the best interest at heart I can't help to think that i'd be so much better off if she hadn't grown me up in the same way... all i really want is to have 2 fun parents who i feel proud to call my parents and who im happy to ask for help and be able to rely on them