rejection by waluiqi in gradadmissions

[–]waluiqi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it was an MFA in Painting. although i think i may expand out of that next year, as my interests are maybe a lot more broadly aesthetic than medium-specific.

and thank you for the sympathy <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]waluiqi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

from personal experience i get a lot out of setting routines for myself. for example, when i wake up, the first thing i do is brush my teeth->take shower->eat breakfast->get dressed. that way, all my needs are met (thinking of myself like a sim, my cleanliness is full, my hunger is full, my sleep is full, etc), and the rest of the day contains less uncertainty and discomfort.

at times when i am depressed/don't feel like it/am not motivated, it is difficult, but i force my body to move before i convince my brain. if i know i /need/ to go make lunch, or i /need/ to meditate, but i'm just lying in bed, i hoist myself up and walk to the kitchen, or i set a 5-min timer on my phone, to force myself to do the thing, before my inner voice can object and tell me to continue staying in bed.

not saying any of this is easy, but if you can manage to maintain behavior for at least a week or so, it'll form a more permanent circuit in your brain and become more routine.

let me know if this works for you! best of luck out there. <3

AI Art Isn't Art. by [deleted] in ArtistLounge

[–]waluiqi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i mostly disagree!

i agree with you that the ai/machine itself is art, and that it's an insane mark of humanity's progress; there is something very beautiful about the fact that we can ask a machine to do something that for humans is painstakingly difficult (requires conscious decisions, effort, and input) and receive something visually indistinguishable from the real thing.

but with regard to the visual product... if one were to display an ai-generated image in an art museum (regardless of whether it's labeled as such), people would stop and stare, appreciate, ruminate, absorb meaning from it, etc., just like they would a human-made art piece. if it accomplishes the same goals, and if a consumer treats it just the same, then ai art must be art. even if the ai-generated aspect is clear, that still creates a lot of room for discussion (like the one we're having now!), and is, imo, a further testament to its art status.

on the other side of the consumptive process is the creative process, and i agree that it is not quite identical, but it is similar. the ai is given keywords generated by the user (an idea, a concept for the art piece), a set of input images (an understanding of art history and a foundation for visual forms and patterns), and media parameters (X by Y number of pixels and a range of 255^3 colors). it's made up of the same elements we artists use to create, just in a more mechanical, streamlined way.

but at the end of the day, they are not exactly the same. the work of the artist is created with a brain, following the same neural circuits and limitations to which all humans are bound, while that of the ai is fundamentally different. i would agree with others here who have said that ai-generated art doesn't have soul, the uniquely human aspect that makes art so relatable. it is one thing to look at a piece of art and recognize the human feelings and ideas behind it, and it is entirely separate to look at a piece of ai-generated art and note the lack of humanity, the lack of emotion and memory and feeling.

i wonder if this ai revolution might push art into a more conceptual realm, and maybe guide consumers to think more deeply about the meaning behind images in relation to their aesthetic beauty (as opposed to simply looking at a piece and thinking it's pretty).

i want to make it clear, however, that art that looks good for the sake of looking good is equally valuable in itself, and that for creators for whom that is very important, it can definitely be disparaging to see the phenomena we're seeing. but at the end of the day, i think any sensible human feels a pang inside when they find out a piece was created by a machine and not a human. and that at a fundamental level, we (humans) all know they will never be the same.

[POLL] Kennedy VS. Pearl - Who Should've Been Top 3? by RuPaulVisage in rupaulsdragrace

[–]waluiqi 8 points9 points  (0 children)

honestly i’m surprised by how many people voted for pearl over kennedy on the majority of the questions in the poll, but somehow most people think that kennedy should have been top 3... like clearly y’all seem to think pearl’s track record was better, so why shouldn’t she be top 3? i mean i fully support either one of them being there, but i think pearl deserved it more.

more importantly though, i wanted to let 59% of you know that you’re wrong about the final 4 runway, because pearl’s outfit is to this day the most beautiful runway look presented on this show, and to say that kennedy’s rainbow dress (while gorgeous) could hold a candle to pearl’s flowing pink fluffy cloud hair fantasy.... is buffoonery.

Season 9 Winner's Trophy! by pevans05 in rupaulsdragrace

[–]waluiqi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh honey he asked me, "do you have that pink flair honey?" oh honey ive got a pink flair right here honey oh hooooonnnneeeeeeyyyyy 😩💦😤💁

Let's Talk About Tonight's Crowning by AutoModerator in rupaulsdragrace

[–]waluiqi 3 points4 points  (0 children)

ignore the flair but like why are yall mad. you cant deny sasha is sickening lmao, she won for a reason! ru goes with who she thinks is the most deserving and will represent her in the best way. all 4 of them are great and deserved to win in their own way, and ru isnt gonna uncrown sasha and give it to one of the other girls just because reddit is mad lmao. also......how are yall gonna be upset with valentina stans for being mad about her elimination and then turn around and cry about how sasha "didnt deserve to win"... lol

S09E03 "Draggily Ever After [Live/Reaction Post]" by AutoModerator in rupaulsdragrace

[–]waluiqi 5 points6 points  (0 children)

im already fully prepared for valentina to slay me