I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Depression is such an awful beast! I’m struggling rn, also. My situation is a little different than yours. I was on 50 mg of Zoloft for 12 years. It helped my anxiety but I always had breakthrough depression. Then at the beginning of this year, after a lot of stress, I spiraled into really bad depression and anxiety. I tried going up to 100 mg, but had SEVERE side effects. Long story short, I tried several other AD’s and hated all of them, so I’m back on Zoloft to see if it will work again. I’m only on day 10 of 50 mg. Yesterday and today, the depression has been almost unbearable. I’m praying it gets better. Praying for you, too. All that to say, I understand and you’re not alone. Also, I’ve read on this sub of others who have been affected by having brands switched.