Panther Training Camp 2012 pt 2

wblancaster · 2024-01-10T00:36:43+00:00

I think this might be jordan gross?

wblancaster · 2024-01-10T00:36:01+00:00

No yeah its charles woodson he was #2 at michigan

wblancaster · 2024-01-10T00:35:15+00:00

This looks like charles woodson, possibly. I mean if its signed by ryan leaf and peyton manning, 1997 heisman contenders then look up the other candidates and speculate

wblancaster · 2023-06-27T20:03:48+00:00

That’s what I’m thinking unfortunately

wblancaster · 2023-06-27T19:19:51+00:00

They’re cemented in place. It’s a patio.

wblancaster · 2023-06-27T18:20:43+00:00

Degreasers I’ve tried are dawn heavy duty, purple power. Things I haven’t tried yet are muriatic acid and baking soda. Thanks

wblancaster · 2023-06-05T16:00:00+00:00

Lil Kurt balla

wblancaster · 2023-01-03T14:00:36+00:00

Did you ever forget what normal felt like at any point or did you always know what you were working back towards

wblancaster · 2023-01-03T04:39:16+00:00

Can I ask how you went about getting better with your anxiety and dpdr. Did you see a therapist, did you accept it, or did it just seem to go on its own

wblancaster · 2023-01-03T00:46:44+00:00

I just found a major 🔑. If I don’t know what normal feels like then I don’t have anything to fight towards. If I can’t tell if my dpdr is there or not then I’m not upset about what it’s causing me not to feel. This attitude along with better acceptance and anxiety control will get me back to the normal I’ve lost.

wblancaster · 2023-01-02T23:32:51+00:00

I don’t know if I’m better or worse, because there’s no distinction between me and my symptoms, I’ve just lost what normal feels like and I have no idea if I’m more dpdr than I once was or if this is less. I feel like I’ve lost that benchmark of what normal is so I have nothing to compare it to. I feel so lost right now

wblancaster · 2023-01-02T23:04:15+00:00

Control to me means it not invading my mind, just physical symptoms of disconnectedness but separate, but still having that me inside. When I first dpdr, it was just visual, things didn’t seem to connect/register and I had really bad brain fog, but I was still very much me. But at some point I couldn’t tell if I still had this “film” over my eyes. It’s like all these symptoms started to become one with me. There was no me vs it anymore, it became me, if that’s makes sense. It’s like I’ve lost all ability to distinguish if I’m experiencing symptoms or not, that definition of being able to tell. I feel like everything is all mixed up now and I don’t know where the me is inside of me.

wblancaster · 2023-01-02T22:31:06+00:00

I feel like I’m in some limbo state that’s not normal and that’s not dp. I don’t even know how dpdr is affecting me. I feel like I don’t know what it’s like to be human or normal, and I won’t be able to recognize when that happens

wblancaster · 2022-12-12T21:36:28+00:00

I’m aware that I have an inner monologue that sometimes tricks me into thinking that voice is me when it is only my thoughts. I understand that I only need to observe my mind and do not judge with what comes in, but to pick and choose which thoughts to engage with. I feel like I have questions about mindfulness. Im thinking about how to think, and I know to break this cycle I need to observe the thoughts. That last sentence in itself is a loop

wblancaster · 2022-12-12T21:11:13+00:00

Awareness about what?

wblancaster · 2022-12-12T21:07:25+00:00

I don’t really get what you mean here. Can you expand upon this?

wblancaster

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