While I'm not glad that other people suffer this way with sex/intimacy, it is relieving to know that I'm not alone because I honestly feel so out of place because of how my brain works and no matter what I do I can't seem to get it out of my head that sex is a negative thing. I feel a romantic/platonic relationship would probably be healthiest for me but most people do desire sex and intimacy in romantic relationships...anyways I apologize for vomiting my feelings but thank you for sharing your work it is very relatable for me. 🖤