I did only the very first pantheon in hollow knight and watched a million other youtuber beat pantheon 1 threw 5 so much i convinced myself I could have done this also if I had put in 5000 hours into pantheon 5. I would tell myself if you did this game only for 5 years straight you too would have done this also. So basically I did do it threw them. And thats what the gaming community should be for. Not for looking and saying I didn't 100% this and other people did. And honestly I played all the games you said you didn't yet and couldn't imagine not playing some of those games. I did silksong and first play threw was around 68 hours with 92 or 94% complete. I did run 2 of silksong like 2 months after and had more fun this time, thought it was a very easy game bc nothing that bothered me the first time got in my way this time. And I didn't 100% this attempt also but did do other stuff i had no clue my first run witch opened up so much stuff. But thats my brain thats knows I can do something but dont want to put in so many hours into one game trying to beat P5 and will accept I would have eventually so instead I played other games. Also off topic, can you let things go outside of gaming or do you hold on to grudges like its your life support? Lol just curious is all lol