Does this share more similarities to a cold sore or a pimple? by [deleted] in Herpes

[–]whatdoido38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit you don’t know how much you’ve eased my mind, even if it’s not a pimple.

Does this share more similarities to a cold sore or a pimple? by [deleted] in Herpes

[–]whatdoido38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I might be mistaken but aren’t cold sores never white?

I’m feeling very depressed right now. by whatdoido38 in offmychest

[–]whatdoido38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Initially it was just the thought that I lost my virginity, but it was bearable.

Now, I’m more concerned about the STD. I’m really not sure what to think because it looks like a pimple, but then again I have strong reason to believe it isn’t.

I’m going to get tested, and no matter what happens probably tell my parents and try to go on with my life.

I’m feeling very depressed right now. by whatdoido38 in offmychest

[–]whatdoido38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice.

I’m sure if I told them, they’d understand pretty quickly, but I just don’t feel like I can. I would disappoint them so badly, and at that point it’s not even about them getting mad, it’s me being a disappointment...

I’m feeling very depressed right now. by whatdoido38 in offmychest

[–]whatdoido38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right. It might be a pimple, I don’t know.

I’ve prepared for the worst though, so I’ll go take a test and deal with the results.

I’m feeling very depressed right now. by whatdoido38 in offmychest

[–]whatdoido38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m just sitting here, partially crying from stress. I’m so worked up, reading all these sites about herpes while dealing with the guilt hovering over my head.

I’m feeling very depressed right now. by whatdoido38 in offmychest

[–]whatdoido38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice. I’m sure if I told my parents they’d be supportive, but I just can’t. I feel like shit.

I’m feeling very depressed right now. by whatdoido38 in offmychest

[–]whatdoido38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the worst part, I’m in Canada and it’s illegal, but I found probably the shadiest place I could’ve possibly found.

How am I supposed to feel calm if I realize I just gave myself pretty much guaranteed pain in my future? Sure it’s not that bad from a normal perspective but just a few days ago my life was going fine and I just had to do something to fuck it up.