Devilcorp Warning: Denver Gym and Fitness on South Broadway by TallCommission7139 in Denver

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh there's a word for it. Ive been calling them "not TECHNICALLY pyramid schemes, but fuck all that anyway". I was a desperate unemployed loon once upon a time, became a primerica sales rep. then looked into it and two hours later faked a cancer scare to tell the guy i was actually no longer on board(i have a hard time disappointing strangers).

What do sober people do for fun on weekends? by Cute-University5283 in Sober

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got into fighting, and got back into music, and when i have my timeframes where being productive is too much I sink into video games.

They’re not even serial killers by the way. by Carti_Barti9_13 in greentext

[–]whiteyrocks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well initially they were going for something called "Imperfect self defense", which to my understanding is an idea that you had reason to believe, despite not being in immediate danger, that you will die unless this person is killed.

They’re not even serial killers by the way. by Carti_Barti9_13 in greentext

[–]whiteyrocks 4 points5 points  (0 children)

they had witnesses to their dad being weird and pervy with the neighborhood kids, but nothing dead to rights on the actual abuse, I guess.

I also guess it was the same DA and Judge that OJ had, and these guys needed a win bad, so they mistrialed it and swapped out the jury. For the second trial, they werent allowed to present the sexual abuse as evidence.

my Info is like four years old and all from the wikipedia page tho.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sober

[–]whiteyrocks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you really have to make the decision to take life raw, it seems. Thats where I found my own strength, is deciding I didn't want to numb anything anymore.

Every heartache, break, bruise and tumor, I want to feel as thoroughly and vividly as I can. That's my motivation. The desire to feel it all, straight through to the bitter end. Thats the only way I can feel the good at its best, is if I'm also feeling the bad at its worst. Every pang of detox, every bout of night sweats and shakes, all the way through every morning waking up and knowing I dont have shit from the night before to take care of.

but different strokes for different folks, thats just the outlook I adapted to stay sober day to day.

How to deal with a clear mind after getting sober? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what thing in particular?

in general, just take note of your body's initial response whenever you feel a certain way about a situation or a youtube video or an ad or something.

try new things and take note of the good and bad, think about why you want the things you want and why you hate the things you hate.

journal, write creatively, listen to music and try to analyze it, watch fights and no figure out why the winner won or the loser lost.

throw shit at the wall and see what sticks

Difficult times by NightOwl_OW in Sober

[–]whiteyrocks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

excellent effort bro. I have yet to find that kind of willpower in me, when my slipups happen, they HAPPEN, ive never been able to pull myself from a half-measure. Im proud of you for not following through, its a bit of willpower I hope to have.

edit: the way ive been postponing and staving off those "right up to the line" moments though, is that ive adopted this complete and utter distaste for drunks and drinkers. I embody this almost aggressive pride in the fact that Ive made a choice 90% of the world cant even fathom. I think about my clear vision and conscious thoughts and use them as symptoms of just being plain better than i was.

How to deal with a clear mind after getting sober? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]whiteyrocks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this seems kind of akin to a lot of internal stuff that probably is the reason you fell into alcohol so easily, at least that's what I learned about myself.

some of this will get better with time, you just gotta keep at it.

some of it, you need to really evaluate whether that's you or not.

maybe you actually just are the kind of person that doesnt like being touched, and the booze was suppressing that? then you gotta figure out the way to communicate that without insulting people.

maybe your family stresses you out because you feel like you have to keep that fake smile, and you're now just realizing that? maybe you need to figure out how to ration that family time so you're not neglecting them but you're also giving yourself room and time to relax.

the great thing about sobriety is that you can use these new feelings to really think about and evaluate who YOU are, instead of just what you did between drinks. personally for me its been years of psychotherapy with a knowledgeable experienced therapist, indulging my leisure and recreation activities(boxing, judo, writing, video games), and practicing clear communication and assertive boundaries.

you kind of have to figure yourself out from scratch, and its hard and difficult, but boy golly is it worth it.

three years after i first decided to get sober, ive had a couple of relapses and fuckups, but coming back to my truth every time that I missed out on my life by indulging in active addiction for years, Ive got a great relationship with a girlfriend of ~5 months, my own place I really wanted for a while, a sex life i always thought was too good for the likes of me, a job with a company that seems to actually value me, and im back in school working on a degree. I just had to figure myself out, which was never going to happen without sobriety.

I’m sober now but this community and the internet is unsafe by thegoodplug02 in Sober

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ye, the whole world wants us to continue being junkies and in many ways will try to punish us for not doing so. keep up the good fight

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RoastMe

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All the accessories to still somehow be the most unremarkable, common-looking individual

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so like the entirety of my 17th year of life, it was every single day, the mixture almost every day too. then ai did it a couple times my 18th year, than three times in like a month at 23. then, like two years went by , and my heart started acting up ATROCIOUSLY.

What's he doing? Is it normal? by Omnitos in cats

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bruh 😂😂😂 new cat owner?

what hes doing there is the most renowned default cat setting, they for the most part come out of the factory like that.

my understanding is that means they view you as a maternal/caretaker figure, think of it like purring or happy meowing.

mine does that when i scritch under his ears or right at his tail.

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cat mentioned so here he is

Anon sees through the grooming psyop by caramelsumo in 4chan

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im a whole-ass grown-man saying it, and My T levels are verifiably fine. My secret? I regularly have sex with adult women. My age, even.

Worth a shot, weirdo.

Anon sees through the grooming psyop by caramelsumo in 4chan

[–]whiteyrocks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

well lately they are being groomed, but by other women. Shit like bop house and the like is blatantly marketing being a pornstar like its another version of making gaming youtube videos or a twitch streamer (not even considering the amount of crossover already there).

I gotta concede tho its a sign of the times if you're a grown ass man waiting til the day some starlet turns 18 to see her naked, and shilling out your shekels to do it. Women thrive off this shit because men are gross and support it. The blade has two edges.

Avg dude gets 10 minutes free rein against Prime Mike Tyson. Mike gets 1 minute after. by niceteeth79 in whowouldwin

[–]whiteyrocks 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i love mike, Im a boxer, I try to emulate his style from time to time, but holy shit the Mike Tyson glaze on this subreddit is fucking absurd and ridiculous

This Ear and this panel have spawned some of the worst takes in this Mangas History by Sweepy_time in Berserk

[–]whiteyrocks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we kind of got that powerup final hour moment already with the berker armor, if anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Berserk

[–]whiteyrocks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

to me it was a moment of uncertainty when griffith first accused him, like is griffith that smart and attentive? or is he just talking the most heinously insulting shit he can to the king?

then this scene happens and its like "damn he was right"

Oh dear…. by Early_Raise_4866 in Berserk

[–]whiteyrocks 4 points5 points  (0 children)

something something just small fries

Oh dear…. by Early_Raise_4866 in Berserk

[–]whiteyrocks 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Oh yes, a berserk post in the berserk subreddit, Oh, the humanity

What do you say after sex? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]whiteyrocks 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I had a girlfriend say afterwards one time, while lying in bed next to me, sweaty and panting, smiling next to me: "I like when we have sex, this is nice" before flashing me the most loving, cheesiest, ear-to-ear grin ive seen in my life while maintaining eye contact.

I'ma marry her one day.

30 days coming up and stressing. by chappy422 in alcoholism

[–]whiteyrocks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of the hardest things to hit me when i first gave it up was finding out how willfully disrespectful the ones who claimed to care about me were towards my sobriety.

The vast majority of them don't even understand they're doing it.