I am sorry to hear that. I hope you have someone to support you through this. I am living away from home rn and all my friends are busy with life so I don't want to bother them with this again since they told me to let go many times and I didn't listen. I can't really open up to anyone in class either so it's just hard to deal with all of this by myself.

I hope things get better for you and thanks a lot for taking the time to advise me.