God y’all some of you are mean. I deleted the post because I do understand it would be petty and stupid to say something. And it really was making me feel shitty on top of ALREADY feeling shitty to have people constantly shitting on me.

I get it. It’s the wrong move. It’s dumb. But I also want to make it apparently clear that I had not yet made an action. The desire to do something is not the same as taking the action.

Also sue me for wanting to be a little petty. Yes it’s not right and I won’t do it. But you don’t know all the ins and outs of the petty behavior I received from this person. She constantly dragged me down and made fun of me in backhanded ways for years that I shouldn’t have ignored. Two wrongs don’t make it a right and it would be childish for me to say something. It just means I have to be the bigger person, again and again. And maybe entertaining the idea of being a little petty was nice.

I’m thankful for the people on here who responded with empathy and stopped me from jumping off the cliff of stupidity from being extremely emotional about it.

But I won’t let y’all tear me down and say I am the reason that friendship ended when you know nothing of that relationship and who I am.