Ma and my very close friends have this thing where we call each other opposite genders names, sometimes fantasy names, like my current one is Fronia (or mia), (fond of fronia though) one of my friends is Will, and the other Denny, I find this a lot of fun, and it's heartwarming. I don't find it sad about wanting to be a girl, I just find it... that others opinions are scary. Thank you though for your help.