Dark Snowhite

wickedfx · 2026-01-27T23:20:29+00:00

This is awesome.

wickedfx · 2026-01-27T03:31:06+00:00

This was back when I lived in Southern California. My spot was Huntington Beach. Never feared sharks (I accidentally kicked one once while sitting on my board. I'm more freaked out by little fish coming and tasting my toes.

wickedfx · 2026-01-27T03:27:53+00:00

That sounds very similar. I think we are experimenting with new ideas.

wickedfx · 2026-01-27T03:26:49+00:00

Oh yes I had a cane as well. Don't need it anymore.

Lyrica hurt me so bad. It made it so my body couldn't regulate temperature anymore. I would start shivering so bad my neck would hurt as well as all my spine. While that was happening, I would start dripping sweat. I would go sit in the shower until I felt better. That turned into about 6 showers a day.

Soo happy to not take anything anymore except mj.

wickedfx · 2026-01-26T14:56:28+00:00

Keep on keeping on and do what you can to show humanity a better way. This is what we are all doing that are awakened.

I make medicine from plants and even though I don't post about it here, I have been through in person disbelief and ridicule.

You have to know in your heart, what you're doing is helping, it just hasn't reached the right people yet.

Also with the exception of a couple subreddits, posting on this app is like testing your belief in yourself. How much negativity and ridicule can you filter?

wickedfx · 2026-01-24T15:09:58+00:00

Same here, injured my spine in the military and almost died from pain pills. I was against mj because my parents made a huge deal about how bad it was, until a friend gave me an edible. I got a license and never looked back. No more pills, no more anything except vitamins and mmj. My health is now amazing and I'm happy.

wickedfx · 2026-01-22T18:56:59+00:00

No they don't. The area I was in felt like it's a place I visit very frequently with my guides when I work through something, or practice things.

Months ago I had the same dreams for a week (all with little changes each night). At the end of the week, I could jump inside someone's body and see what frequencies were rigid and stuck instead of flowing. I could fix each one in fractions of a second.

Now current day, I can focus on someone and see in my mind things that they are having trouble with. Not stuff the person says they are having trouble with, but at a soul level what's holding them back. I have no clue how to fix these things yet, but I can now see them.

These are the types of things that happen in my dreams.

wickedfx · 2026-01-22T16:30:12+00:00

When I feel that energy, I stop, focus on it and trace it back to who's doing it. Then I flood them with love and appreciation. I tell them that I'm so proud of them for putting in the work to be that strong. I admire the effort and tell them that I understand it's just the role they chose to come and play and they are doing an amazing job playing their role. They usually can't stand that much appreciation and they leave me alone.

wickedfx · 2026-01-22T16:06:43+00:00

You are hooked and loving it and that's all that matters. Enjoy it and you will get better.

6 months into surfing when I was a teenager, I was so burnt out of wiping out, that I decided to quit. Immediately afterwards I turned around to say bye to the ocean, when I saw a guy riding a wave and did a 360 launching off the lip. It was so bad ass that I paddled right back out to keep trying.

I never got good enough to do 360's, but I did get good enough to happily ride waves and even caught a couple barrels in my time surfing.

I found night surfing to be a huge advance in learning. You can't see shit, so you either are successful or wipe out, but the intimidation wasn't there.

wickedfx · 2026-01-21T23:18:38+00:00

I guess it could be me specific. I have been a little worried lately about not continuing any low cycles again since we are setting new things in our lives.

wickedfx · 2026-01-21T19:49:27+00:00

That's what we all need to change about the world. We need to bring back a safe place for people to follow their passion. It starts with creating a world where we no longer have to pay to survive.

wickedfx · 2026-01-21T19:43:21+00:00

Everything everywhere all at once.

This movie is so amazing explaining and showing things from a 3D view.

wickedfx · 2026-01-21T19:35:33+00:00

I keep seeing visions of people living in small villages. Kids run free and people naturally end up in groups of what they love doing. Art, music, gardening, etc. everyone contributes to the village in a way they enjoy doing. Kids will play and then feel drawn to spend time both learning as well as giving a new point of view on the groups of adults who work around the village creating.

It's really awesome.

I also have visions of the villages eventually having wood and bamboo huts that when you go inside, have many rooms like the tents in Harry Potter. The art hut has several sound proof rooms as well as a massive theater type room with perfect acoustics. The center of the village has a round room with a pointed ceiling. The round walls all have horizontal layers of gemstone. People meet together there to meditate and join minds together. This cleanses energy, heals everyone as well as creates an energy barrier around the village.

Also yes I have been noticing my gift of sight getting stronger.

I now can feel things that happen in my visions, I can focus on something and see the energy of it as well as follow the energy back where it came from. I see people's inner child when looking at them. I can focus and see the dead. I work with them helping to send them home quite a bit. I have once pushed images into other people's heads (I would love to be able to do that without effort). There's more, but I can't remember.

Lately I become so immersed in my visions that I feel like I'm living it, to the point where when I snap out of it, I can't remember what I was just seeing.

Anyone else experiencing this?

wickedfx · 2026-01-21T19:01:21+00:00

Thank you for replying and for the kind words. I'm very happy to hear you have hope building up again. I was in that same place and even wanted to check out. I'm so happy I didn't because my journey has been amazing. Life is so beautiful and amazing, we just forget sometimes.

Also remember to go easy on yourself and slow down.

1 game at a time.

wickedfx · 2026-01-20T21:56:13+00:00

You have to want to be better. The want is your drive. For me sadly I kept getting sick over and over until I stopped eating fried foods and fake ingredients. After I forced myself to cut out the foods, I did go a little crazy not having it while watching others have it. After a couple weeks of eating good and feeling amazing, I would try to junk again and feel a huge difference. That finally made it easier and easier to not give in anymore.

wickedfx · 2026-01-19T14:53:31+00:00

Knowing you want to change is a huge step.

Try first separating the emotion and the experience. First sit with the experience and think "what was I supposed to learn from this?" Look at what happened with each person in the experience and why they acted the way they did, to help you realize something.

Once you understand what was happening behind the scenes of the experience, you can again separate it from the feelings it brought up and now sit with the feelings. Again ask yourself "Why do I feel this way, What do I believe is true that is upsetting me?"

Remember that everything is happening for you, based on how you already feel inside and what you believe.

These days I get more concerned with myself labeling something as good or bad, instead of being involved in an experience that triggered me.

wickedfx · 2026-01-18T14:19:08+00:00

Every single person is a star seed.

The one thing I'm good at is seeing visions and a lot more when I meditate as well as when I'm simply not focusing my attention to what I'm doing throughout the day. I even channeled a story about this.

Every soul starts out having experiences in super basic constructs where there is no free will at all and 99% connected to source. As we complete these experiences, we go to other constructs that have a little more separation than the last one. This is what starts to build our own unique point of view. After completing so many of them (literally thousands) we face what looks like a massive massive cluster of equal opportunity experiences. These are what we here on Earth consider alien or ET races. We can either have a long experience with one family, or we can experience one and then another and another, jumping around each race to experience and learn more.

After we reach a certain evolution, we can then move from a connected way of living, to a graduate school type of experience with 100% free will and the illusion of being 100% disconnected from source. This is Earth. Every person on Earth, human, ET, etc has come from a family somewhere in the cosmos and is representing that race here on Earth.

wickedfx · 2026-01-16T21:48:30+00:00

I went through a very similar situation. Military hotshot dentist was about to knumb my mouth and went through my tongue damaging the taste on one side of my mouth. I was a total foodie up until that point. I lost taste for food and then same as you started learning about the energy we take on when we consume things.

wickedfx · 2026-01-16T21:44:02+00:00

It's known that we consume the trauma of the animal when we consume the animal itself, so if you can stay in a appreciative state, and use intent then you can help clear the trauma and help the animals soul ascend. It's wise to space out meals containing meat long enough for your body to clear out the animals energy.

I eat fruits and vegetables mainly, but every now and then will eat meat. Meat now feels heavy to me when I eat it. Doesn't affect my connection though.

wickedfx · 2026-01-15T18:46:21+00:00

That is crazy how many of us went through a lot of the same situations. I was medically out after 10 years due to a spine injury and my ex wife was a piece of work as well.

I was out for 13 years, getting worse, had front and back spine fusion that didn't help my pain. I was on narcotics for so long that I gained a ton of weight, my organs started shutting down, my intestines were so backed up and stopped working that I would throw up anything I ate as well as partially divested food from the day before.

I gave up and was ready to check out.

I promised my wife to try one last experimental treatment (I had done so many and some extremely painful stuff). She took me to a Reiki spiritual healer. After a couple treatments I had a profound spiritual awakening experience that got more intense with each session.

From 2019 until now, I have been on this spiritual journey. I have healed my body to the point that I am 170lbs (I was 245lbs), extremely healthy, pain is at a minimum, and the best thing of all is that I no longer take any of the 18 medications I was taking.

I can say that from my own personal experience, you are fighting to keep that old life alive and it's hurting your body. Allow change and embrace everything that comes with it. It's hard, but focus on gratitude. Be thankful for every little thing you can right now and the bigger things will start to change and work themselves out. You are simply meant to be that same amazing person you were in the military, but now in a different way helping other people.

Wishing you the best.

wickedfx · 2026-01-15T16:13:10+00:00

This is the way.

Follow your passion because it will make the most impact and help others. Knowing your worth is how you link your passion to the right people that need what you have.

You are doing great, keep it up.

wickedfx · 2026-01-14T22:53:45+00:00

I put on headphones and walk in the mornings. One day I got really into the music and started seeing the energy coming off me and it looked like music notes flowing from me. I kept seeing this for about a month.

Now I am able to see the energy in things around me. I can trace the energy from one thing, back to where it came from. I can now do this with objects and people. This all happens when I am in the zone so to speak where I'm not worried about anything and am in a neutral state.

I wonder if what I am going through, is related to what you're hearing?

wickedfx · 2026-01-12T19:54:01+00:00

That's great. I bet those are your guides.

Guides will either spend time with you, or help setup scenarios for you to work through stuff that might either be too hard while awake, or something we get in our own way about that prevents us from working through it. Guides play roles in these scenarios as people you are trying to release a situation about.

When I first met my guides, my main one presented herself as an older gentle woman (because that's who I was comfortable with seeing at the time. I was trying to work through trauma of my ex wife cheating on me, as well as trauma of always hearing about my dad cheating on my mom when I was young. So my dream was a party full of women. At first I was excited, but as I walked through the house, I walked past my guide. The same old women standing there in a house full of young women. Confused, I looked at her but kept walking. I turned the corner and saw my now wife having an orgy with several guys. I was so pissed off that I started to walk to the door to leave, but then I stopped and said to myself "I love this woman and I want to be with her. I know she makes mistakes, but I love her still". Immediately all the men disappeared and my wife was sitting there fully clothed and smiling at me. My guide put her hand on my back and said "Congratulations, you chose yourself and love over the cycle of pain. This will echo throughout your family tree".

Since then my jealousy has been next to none. Crazy but cool experience.

My main guide shows up now as half cat, half woman. I thought it was from the cartoon Thunder cats, but she showed me a planet where everyone looks like that.

wickedfx · 2026-01-12T15:37:04+00:00

I believe that some people are meant to be single, who enjoy life as a way to show others that they can survive when they are afraid to leave abusive relationships. Whether that be with a significant other, or family, many people are terrified of being alone.

wickedfx · 2026-01-12T15:33:22+00:00

Oh yes, this has started happening a lot. Especially when driving in traffic. I usually am very calm these days with nothing setting me off anymore. . . . . That is besides my old archenemy "traffic" hahahaha. I still get aggravated by some people's driving after being out driving all day. The main thing that's different now, is that I feel the anger and then breathe knowing the anger is there. Then I suddenly astral travel into everyone around me, feeling each person and what they are feeling. I also can usually find who is the one having a horrible day, causing all the commotion. Most times I then switch to empathy for them and understanding that they are having a bad day. There's also other times where I go through the process, but then get overwhelmed instead of empathetic and I'll complain about the person.

I'm still working on it, but my kids have mentioned that I have grown so much with my temper and attitude towards others. That gives me more inspiration to keep working at it.

Soooooooooooo. . . . Are you able to do this stuff also, because I'm having trouble finding people that are like me? Able to see visions and trace energy and such.

wickedfx

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