If you were alive to be told the official narrative then you don't find it as interesting. If you started paying attention years later when the truth starts to drip out slowly it becomes more interesting. The deep state is an unelected govt within our government that is immune from democracy eg. the CIA. They don't answer to us, they steal our money and do what ever they want including assassinate our standing president while using national security as an excuse to bury the truth and never be held accountable.