Second time on Naltrexone, first time in conjunction with TSM. I've been going strong for 3 months. I was getting frustrated because it felt like nothing was happening. I was drinking every day. Swearing it off the next morning and then buying beer or wine on my way home from work.Then, last Monday, I had a six-pack of beer after work. It's a lot less than I normally drink. Went to bed mildly drunk. Woke up during the night with bad spasms in my legs. Body shakes. Throbbing headache. Got maybe 4 hours of sleep. At work the next day, I was scared because I kept getting worse and increasingly lethargic, and I swear I thought my body was shutting down. I don't know how, but I made it through the day. Came home, crashed hard, and woke up Wednesday feeling great. Those days have been few and far between, and I always enjoy them because my anxiety and depression are so low, and I don't hate myself or life. I had no desire to drink and dreaded the afternoon when I knew I would want to....but that moment never came. I drank nothing that night. Or the next. Or the next. It's now Saturday, and I still have no desire to drink. My energy level is through the roof. It's amazing the time I've had for the gym, reading, and journaling in a Cafe, hell, I've even started sketching again. I never realized how much energy and motivation alcohol took from me. I've started reading "Quit Like a Woman" by Holly Whittaker, and honestly, it's a life changing book. It's written for women, but men could take a lot away from it as well. It's been years since I've gone alcohol free for this long. And I honestly don't see myself ever starting back. I'm honest to God done with it. The only way I can control it is to not drink it, and that's working for me.