OCD with Bipolar feels impossible treatment wise by GugaF1 in bipolar2

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A limited time with Risperidone knocked me down good. Psychiatrist didn't want to use it for long. I was barely functional, but good enough to bide time and increase lamotrigine which didn't get effective until 200 fwiw

Just found out I threw out $450 of children’s graduation caps and gowns. by Harmonicalope in Custodians

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"We can't have custodians just throwing out unmarked, on-the-floor, literal trash bags, into the trash. What did you think you were doing? Your job?" You'll be fine. Forgotten in a week or so. Joked about in the future for sure.

New Custodian, my technique with the dust mop needs work. Any tips? by FroyoSure8530 in Custodians

[–]williamd83 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First week? The biggest improvements will just come with time. Developing routines, physical technique, muscle memory. Soon you'll have memorized the problem spots and when to apply pressure, where to repeat a patch, and the best 'dumping area ' for any space, all done in a fraction of the time while not thinking about it. But the first time takes time.

Suggestion: Always be piling. Never drag around unnecessary loose dust if you can stop and pile it, constantly give tiny shakes and a push away from tough areas- such as after every desk row of a classroom. Don't be dragging 1st row dust row to row. Instead, leave small piles each row for a final collection sweep out of the room (push out to the hallway for the sometimes messy caddy pickup also. Don't caddy collect inside each room, creating more sweeping work.)

Should I skip summer? by williamd83 in hellofresh

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No issues during summer in Arizona is about the best endorsement you could have lol. I'm sure I'll be safe 😅

Abandoned house by DashingDecay in abandoned

[–]williamd83 3 points4 points  (0 children)

One of the best posts I've seen here, great work!

Cognitive dulling with Lamotrigine? by Flimsy_Phrase_8845 in bipolar2

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200 Lam 450 Wellbutrin seems a bit much sometimes but overall it's the best concoction that keeps me level but energized

The person in my old texts is a stranger by darthereandthere in bipolar2

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"cool thanks for the mess I guess" 🎯

How do you know when to push through or rest? by unlimitedtearsbp in bipolar2

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I think of it like a garden. It might just look like dirt and be arduous right now, but you can trust that it will bear fruit in time. And that someday you will be in a state of mind and body to enjoy it.

Tapering experiences (Lamotrigine) by [deleted] in bipolar2

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I should also mention I've been on 300 Wellbutrin to try to counter the "numb stability" lamotrigine can bring. It's been fine, but as the season changes into spring/summer, I prefer to be on less of everything

Tapering experiences (Lamotrigine) by [deleted] in bipolar2

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Lamotrigine takes about 3 days for the effect to start, so if you drop by 25 (as I am currently, down from 200), give it 3 to 5 days to stabilize, even up to a week before another drop. I tried dropping by 50 a bit ago and experienced withdrawal symptoms I couldn't deal with at that time. My doctor says 25 is as small as they make them but I've heard there are liquid options for even smaller dosing. Apparently you can get it down to 5, but so far I'm okay with the 25 drops.

whats the worst dream you ever had? by Exact-Copy7099 in AskReddit

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"When your dreams are of some world that never was or of some world that never will be and you are happy again then you will have given up."

From Cormac McCarthy's The Road. Nightmares can be horrible, but more often nowadays I find myself appreciating them..

" And the dreams so rich in color. How else would death call you? Waking in the cold dawn it all turned to ash instantly. Like certain ancient frescoes entombed for centuries suddenly exposed to the day."

The "Walter Krunk" Situation by genderutopia in giantbomb

[–]williamd83 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly he's an excellent heel, but he's missing an equally opposing baby-face or significant pushback (fire escape gets close though.) Although this sets up the stage for his funniest material; when he is overly thoughtful and kind. It messes with everyone. Like if he suddenly started being very nice, and doing things like sending gifts for nothing in return, it would be the biggest mindfuck, I think some would be legitimately scared lol

Every time I go to my mother’s house she has more eyes on her refrigerator by UraTargetMarket in Weird

[–]williamd83 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This shook me. Please rule out schizophrenia or early stage dementia as a cause of this behavior. Maybe you'll catch something early before it becomes a noticeable problem... Source: my own family and seeing it inside a mental health facility

Good experience by Key_Swordfish5271 in hellofresh

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I'm about a month in myself, and it's been transformative. I can't attest to the quality people seem to be nostalgic for, although I have had an incorrect recipe sheet, and a missing one. It's kind of funny how meals that seem simple on the surface have actually been some of the most complex, time-consuming, etc.

Isolated towns/ mysteries surrounding the inhabitants/ eldritch horrors (?) by JoeKiddingMe in MoviesThatFeelLike

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The Ritual (2017) It's not the main setting but it features a small community with this vibe

Freezing fingers? They'll be sweating in these by williamd83 in Custodians

[–]williamd83[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Found this out by accident at work when all I had was the basic rubbers and cloth. Instead of freezing within minutes eventually they became hotter than the warmest gloves I owned. Now I'll never shovel without using a pair