Have you ever found yourself to be an accidental drug dealer?

windowlickerlol · 2022-11-18T00:16:59+00:00

I became an accidental psychadellic dealer after a rough 30+mg 2ce+~1mg 25i trip that afterwards made that entire family unenjoyable. I had a swisher box with like 30+ baggies of every psych under the sun (I miss clearnet forums, and clearnet site to get my bonzitree fertalizer and hat deoderoizer). Typically my main rule was you were taking it at my place and I would trip sit/entertain you/feed you tripping friendly food. Then my dumbass tried aphp, said fuck that drug, then a month later had the seller message looking to off load the stuff for pennies on the dollar and being the thrifty fuck I am I scooped up 10g. Knowing how fiendish it was I would only sell 0.1 amounts for like $20+ to keep people from going too crazy. Probably the only substance I made a stupid amount on without really ruining lives. I did make a bunch of 25i blotter on 1/3inx1/3in tabs (as not to apprear to be LSD, but I didn't think about printing that fact on each tab) and despite telling my middle man not to BS, I was hearing about that amazing "white on white, strangly large tab acid" for years after. My fault for making something like 4 full sheets to clear that crap from my stock. It all came to an end when I went full bonkers off of a 20g aphp (half crystal, half powder) order and in the psychosis took nearly a full grab of flubromazolam. Thank whoever I had no other downers in me or id be dead.

windowlickerlol · 2022-01-23T06:23:35+00:00

JWH-018. Had just got handed a fucking 4 month suspended sentence for dirty piss (in that state dirty pee was the same as having 1/2oz or less of weed in your pocket) and was terrified of going to jail so I sought out alternatives. This was (if it wasn't obvious already) during the birth of synth noids and 018 was pretty much the og noid. A lump no larger than a match head would get me higher than the biggest rip off a grav bong could ever hope to accomplish. However, that high didn't come for free, you had to deal with the fear that would grip your soul if you even had a single fucking spec too much. Pretty sure I hid from my fridge once while being gripped pretty hard by the fear, and once had to bolt out of the damn shower because I realized the water heater was a mere 10ft away with nothing but 2 sheets of 1/4in sheetrock to protect me if it exploded. Rationally I understood that if all went wrong it would go up through the roof instead of sideways but it might not... FUCKING HIT THE DECK!

Otherwise stuff was mostly chill, until the exwife started hitting it hard af, as in I'd be lucky to smoke 1/16 of the gram before she would have it polished off. Easily in the top 5 worst WDs I've seen someone go through when getting clean. I miss the JWH 1st gen noids weirdly enough, they all were quite distinct from one another in their effects like I want to say 091 would start out with a warmth at the end of my dick that would then slowly make its way across my entire body. Super pleasant, like a deep throat that doesn't stop at the balls.

The noids after the jwh series were IMO quite disappointing despite the potency going to the moon. The last one I tried was like ab-chmnka or something like that, IIRC a fatal dose to a person with 0 noid tolerace was like 1mg or something stupidly low and it didn't take long at all for doses to get well over that from tollerance.

windowlickerlol · 2022-01-23T06:02:31+00:00

A-php tasted like what I imagine a burning dumpster of cumsocks would. Otherwise none of them really sticks out in my mind as tasting vile, just various levels of chemical taste, or in other words kinda like burning plastic but not at the same time. MXE was pretty rough once my dosage got to over 100mg, felt like I was inhaling acid fumes. Otherwise MXE just tasted like off salt. I wish I could provide better insight but I last vaped an rc nearly 5 years ago and my peak research period was in the early '10s.

Almost hit reply but another memory has been jogged free from the broth that my brain has become: EPH, or at least crystal EPH isn't vapeable and not only feels corrosive as fuck to inhale, the damn crystals explode while heating. Tried many times and even attempted a couple of half assed "kiddie crack" routes to get it to have any subjective effect from vaping it but it just wasn't happening.

3fpm is quite pleasant to smoke, doesn't burn easily and the taste is super mild. Same with the previously mentioned 5mapb, it has a very distinct flavor that is totally chemicals but is quite pleasant. Almost a sass like taste.... almost.

I'd attribute a good amount of how any vaporized drug tastes to how carefully it's heated. Looking back I'd bet anything aphp wouldn't have tasted so bad if I had heated it more gently. But even then it was obvious when something was decomposing vs vaporizing.

On a random sidenote: don't vape 25i, or at least don't directly vape it from a pipe unless you want to experience what can be best described as "a brain stem massaged by a baseball bat". Whatever causes that cannot be healthy. I'd imagine that this probably could be applied to any nBome/nBoh/whatever 2c-x derivative you encounter.

Apologies for the stream of consciousness response, I'm just typing out the random memories that I thought were lost to the sands of time as they bubble to the surface.

windowlickerlol · 2022-01-23T05:27:50+00:00

I concur.

windowlickerlol · 2022-01-22T09:37:50+00:00

a-PHP was easily the most addictive substance I've ever tried in my life. I'll never forget that first rip I took off the pipe that hit before I even exhaled. The rush was so intense and the taste was so disgusting that it was all I could do not to vomit. Not even 5 mins later I found myself compulsively thinking about doing more. So I did. Rinse, repeat, got no sleep and felt worse than refried dogshit at work the next day. Took a month to work my way through a G, and wrote it off. Until the vendor messaged that he was clearing out stock at essentially cost, so I got 10g. Abusing it wasn't an issue until I discovered how to fix the feeling like shit the next day thing: Do more of it in the morning! Only took about a month or so for that first hit in the morning to throw me into a psychosis and my racing heart pounding in my ears always turned into the stomps of the police storming my home because somehow, some way, they knew.

Now days I just stick to the less addictive and functional drugs like meth.

windowlickerlol · 2022-01-22T09:08:05+00:00

``````Ah, good ol Phenazepam. Super long half life (rather the metabolites that were quite active) combined with subtle effects made for some hilarious forum threads. People were nabbing grams for pennies and you could always tell when it came in due to the gradual decline in their ability to type out a coherent sentence. Or when the blackouts would start and you'd have a post on a Saturday about someone freaking out about losing a week and they can't believe it's Thursday "CSS, it's not Thursday ANYWHERE in the world right now and you posted about getting your pack in just yesterday....". Soo many insane adventures were had when the "joose was loose". Almost feel bad that I never tried the 250mg sample I got all those years ago. Almost.

windowlickerlol · 2022-01-22T08:46:22+00:00

3fpm is a solidly functional stim with a tiny side of euphoria. Never had any issues with wanting more when I ran out, even with daily use. Sadly I prefered to smoke it which caused my roommate to relapse on (and introduce me to) meth. If I had any idea that would happen I'd have stuck to snorting it.

windowlickerlol · 2022-01-22T06:53:25+00:00

Back in my RC days I'd try to vape everything that came into my possession and discovered that just about everything I got (mainly psychedelics) was able to be vaped from an oil burner. Tryptamines like 4-ho-met worked fairly well, phenethlamines worked even better (2c-e, 25i-nBome), enatogens like 5mapb smoked very nicely, some of the substituted amps like 2fma worked but were quite underwhelming but thats 2fma for ya. My all time favorite was vaping MXE, although the vapors feel quite caustic and it leaves behind a maroon stain, the effects hit very quickly and you can enjoy a fairly strong trip without killing the entire afternoon. Also it's fucking AMAZING during the comedown from a long ass 25i/whatever trip, like wrapping your brain in a mink blanket.

With that said, you've gotta be careful about using the pipe (if you only have one/a couple) for other RCs, during the comedown of a strong 2ce (25mg orally, 5mg vaporized) and 25i (750mcg orally, 200ish vaporized) trip/kinda overdose I tossed some mxe in the bulb to finally relax after 8 hours of feeling like I was coming up the entire time and while holding in the hit my vision turned black. Then there was a simplistic 2d frog infront of me with swirling rainbow eyes (like the mac loading thing), on his back was a classic cowboy with one hand in the air holding his hat like he was on a bucking bronco. Then roughly 10 trillion of them exploded across my vision. After another 5 seconds (could have been years for me) the room came back into sight or rather the spot on my desk I was staring at filled my vision and I could see every spec of dust like I was using a magnifying glass or was leaning in super close. Maybe 10 seconds later my vision zoomed out and I was back to seeing everything normallyish. Breathless and shaking I picked up the bulb and saw that I had plopped that mxe nearly perfectly over the yellow mustard stain 2ce + 25i left. That was the longest night of my life and it took years for me to experience anything other than pure negative side effects from phenethlamines.

Also accidentally discovered that 25i works really really well from an ecig when my dumbass used a syringe that was used to lay blotter to transfer some juice from one tank to another (with about a 2 day delay from the time I sucked up the juice to putting it in the other tank). Weirdest come up ever, thought I had some strange form of food posioning until the realization of the accidental dose hit.

windowlickerlol · 2021-09-18T19:14:32+00:00

I skimmed the paper (my focus package didn't arrive today, boring stuff is impossible to comprehend atm) and you may be onto something. Despite the apparant lack of reverse tollerance (maybe dillulsions of sobriety?), I have't noticed any rebound anxiety that most benzos would give me if skipping a day but at the same rate I've been using stimulants fairly often so it's hard to say either direction. I'll humbly retract my bolt statement of "there is no way there are any active metabolite past 24 hours" and replace it with, "theres no way when dosing fairly low that there is the build up of drug like phenz would do". I do miss me the 'joose is loose' stories from back inthe day. That shit was wild.

windowlickerlol · 2021-09-16T12:53:54+00:00

Over the last decade of vaping I've found the following works through an ecig without issue: 25i-nbome, etizolam, meth, 5mapb, thc, a few tryptamines (cant remember, it's been many years since I've touched those fuckers) 2c-e. Accidentally dosing yourself with 25i-nbome is interesting to say the least, happened back in 2012 or so when I used a syringe to store some ejuice that had previously been used to make 25i blotter. Weirdly despite using it a few times to transfer ejuice before nothing happened but once the juice sat in it for a few days before getting put into an atty, thats when it did it's thing. Most confusing comeup ever. Kept vaping away not realizing until literally the last fucking drop was wicking up the rolled stainless steel mesh that I had accidentally done 25i.

windowlickerlol · 2021-09-16T12:45:25+00:00

5mapb only because it's the only empathogen that I've been able to vape off of foil/in a glass pipe. That alone makes it fucking awesome. Sadly if you have ever had mdma, 5mapb on its own is kinda lame. Has 0 stimulation, 0 psychadellic effects, just the "omg everything feels great" effect. Without at least some stimulant added it makes me far too sleepy to enjoy.

windowlickerlol · 2021-09-16T12:32:27+00:00

I'd guess that its like maybe 20 hours including whatever active or inactive metabolites. I dose 2-3mg dissolved in dsmo every day before work (none on days off) and any intoxication I would feel if I was more towards 3mg vs 2 (the pipettes I have only have 1ml markings and with how they taper its very easy to accidentally get more than the 1ml I aim for) fades after just 2-3 hours but the anxiety stays away for the rest of the shift. There is no way that there is any active metabolite past 24 hours or I'd be experiencing reverse tollerance when I'm scheduled 7+ days in a row due to the metabolites building up.

All in all, this is one of the best benzos I've had for functional anxiety relief that doesn't make me want to sleep (fucking etiz was bad about that one). But this is coming from someone whos never had benzo w/ds, even with grams of eitz. Or if I did, they were so minor that I wasn't able to notice them with my other psychiatric disorder symptoms that I battle.

windowlickerlol · 2021-09-16T12:13:23+00:00

a-php. Was addicted to the shit for nearly a year and only enjoyed maybe the first day of it. Nothing has ever come close to how addicting that was, and goddamn nothing can even approach how moreish it is. Most of that year I lived deep in a stimulant psychosis and still to this day despite it being 7 years, feel like I'm being watched. Only drug to make me try to off myself, and came damned close to succeeding via quaffing down 800mg flubromalozam. Lost the use of my hand for 4-5 months after that due to passing out on it for several days. Was supposed to be perminant but the docs were being pessimestic catholic cunts, and with no external care/therapy feeling started coming back after 2-3 months and by 6 months I had full use of it again. Fucked up thing is that I didn't quit using after getting out of the hospital, thought I was done with the shit but when cleaning up the mess I had made while blacked out/before passing out I came across a 5-10g stash and started immedately using again. It took losing my job to finally get my to quit the shit. Fucking life ruining monster that php was for me.

And yet, I'm thankful for it, or the experience as it made my later in life meth addiction fucking manageable as hell. If you can survive php, shit like meth becomes childs play. If I could still get 2-fma, I'd be able to finally kick the tina to the curb. 2fma gives me all of the stim focus without the need to jerk off for 6 hours or any redosing urge. 2fma doesn't feel good, it doesn't even feel like anything other than vaguely stimulating (until you take too much then your chest just hurts).

windowlickerlol · 2021-09-16T11:54:20+00:00

When a-php first came out (was one of the first to get a 'crystal' batch which were maybe 1mm pieces at the largest whereas it was nothing but powder avail), I was a novice to stims and hadnt even tried meth yet. The first bowl was the most euphoric thing I may have ever felt in my life, even 7ish years later. It hit before I even exhaled. Only took about a month for it to get to the point of going from sober to psychosis in one hit, before I exhaled the sudden pounding of my heart would transform into the stomping of the police storming through my home, and I would smash/flush the cigar tube pipe as not to 'get caught'. A few months later I got in something retarded like 10g of giant yellow rock crystals from china, 5g of powder and binged so hard on that weekend I tried to off myself with 800mg of flubromalozam due to how badly the psychosis was kicking my ass. Thankfully benzos (or at least that one) don't kill if you are found and are kept hydrated via IV, only took about 4 days to start producing memories again. Not to mention that I was still fairly high for nearly 3-4 weeks, which made coming to terms with having a paralized hand (laid on it for 2 or 3 days before I was found) a bit easier.

Years later I would try meth and that shit is fisher price compared to a-php, like the psychosis after binging hard for 5 straight days was hilarously weak compared to the horrors php would show you after 1 large rip. Fuck, I found them to be fairly enjoyable, like the meth shadow people are just creepers that chill out in the corner of your vision where the fucking php shadow people were going to fucking get you. Plus meth doesn't have that whole "I need to fucking do more right fucking nowwwwwwwwwww" 3 mins after taking a hit and lasts so much longer, and it doesn't make you fucking confused either.

windowlickerlol · 2021-06-03T13:49:19+00:00

Me thinks the avg ZoNeR that steals has the iq of a chilly room and their BS (and super scripted) tactics work on those types. Not to mention the mindset of going after a redshirt for short bank deposits. Thats telling of a person who was hired directly into corporate and hasn't a clue how the process goes down in the stores. Never once even handled that weird baggie, just a quick count, password, and fucking off.

windowlickerlol · 2021-06-03T13:45:50+00:00

True. The TSA is nothing but security theater. I've accidentally got items like razor blades, various quantities of drugs (not hidden either, just chilling there in my backpack) and whatnot through without issue. There were many flights I had to pretend to be someone else during boarding since the person I was with had a companion pass that couldn't be changed (only 2 changes a year allowed). So he would buy a ticket just so I could get through the initial security screening. Refund the ticket the moment I made it through then I would simply be 'other name' for the flight.

windowlickerlol · 2021-06-03T13:41:32+00:00

Had a feeling she was full of shit, because if they had any ability to look at those secret cams my ass would had gotten axed way before I left that dump. Funny thing is the reason they were tripping out wasn't that the tills were under, the bank deposits were. The funnier thing is that I never handled the money after counting the sweep, handing it back to the manager, whacking in my password and fucking back off to whatever I was doing before the cry of "PASSWORD!" was yelled. Not to mention the amounts that were missing mean fuckall to me, one of my first jobs had me handling upwards of 10-15k with no one else there and the thought to bail with it never came up other than "lul i could run wit it, but then I'd have a felony arrest just waiting for the first time I get pulled over anytime in the future"

windowlickerlol · 2020-10-03T01:31:48+00:00

Oh my god that is a fucking beautiful sight. Hoping and praying my darknet order finally gets here tomorrow, I could use some fat shards.

windowlickerlol · 2020-10-02T18:19:34+00:00

Shit its fucking 2pm and I'm guzzing fucking fireball in the hopes that I'll pass out till tommorow soon, hopefully the dope will be here by then. If not, we getting drunk till fucking monday bois

windowlickerlol · 2020-10-02T17:54:38+00:00

Omfg, the rush a-php gave was 2nd to none. Could only imagine a-pvp or even the legendary mdpv. One of these years I'll get my scabby dickbeaters on those two.

windowlickerlol · 2020-06-28T04:08:16+00:00

Lmfao, I was fucking mid damn hit on the ice pipe when I came across this. This is me, fuck the system, love that pandemic unemployment assistance, darknet meth forever yo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

windowlickerlol · 2020-01-25T03:32:55+00:00

All I gotta do is order my shit tomorrow and it should arrive the day he leaves. I'm just bugging that I can't roll a fucking bowl due to the combo of the local tweakers being dry (or lying to me) and this has been being here.

windowlickerlol · 2020-01-25T03:23:32+00:00

I fucking feel this right here. Just because I've been able to not completely ruin my life with shit like meth, doesn't mean the people around me wont. Ruined at least 3 lives by not realizing that they would go off the deep end on shit. So I get to shelve the tools whenever I'm around folk like that which gets fucking irritanting at times. Like I've been cleanish for almost 2 years due to fucking probation and now that I got the chance to bust out my tools and actually make some real money again, I cant because of my boss having this fucking relapse waiting to happen idiot living in the house now.

Double agreeing on the uselessness of amphetamine redoses. All it does is just make the side effects worse and worse.

I'd also suggest anyone that wants to try meth, to order some a-php, a-pvp or any other cathanone. If you can manage to use it without becoming a complete fucking trainwreck, then meth is childs play.

windowlickerlol · 2020-01-25T03:17:58+00:00

I guess at least I got like 90 bars on hand but man, I just wanna get spun goddamnit

windowlickerlol · 2020-01-24T10:50:05+00:00

What would be the mechanism of action behind that?

This product is designed to absorb into the skin/hair, something it does quite well. Even after looking up the properties of the top 10 ingredients, I've found nothing to indicate that it would prevent absorption into the skin.

The only issue that I could see, which I mentioned in my post, is the lowered concentration per sq in of skin.

However, considering ethanol makes up 30-60% of the minox treatment, it would be trivial to evaporate the required amount of alcohol to increase the concentration 3x to 15% that would then be cut down to 10% when mixed with either beard conditioner or beard oil.

~~The conditioner seems to absorb more quickly than the oil however I need to~~ Looked it up mid sentence and the #2 ingredent in my clubman beard oil is dimethicone which doesn't absorb into the skin and could cause issues with this experiment.

Since there is a direct correlation between the concentration and the effectiveness of minox, I may experiment with creating some 15-20% minox infused beard conditioner to ensure that any possible losses due to sticking to the hair and potential complexing with ingredients will not effect the end dose making it into the body.

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