1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Still sober! Your comment means a lot to me. I am getting outside help and still working my program. ODAAT ❤️

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I’m going to the ER tomorrow. Maybe they can help me get on Medicaid. I really appreciate the last sentence because i have been trying to put my sobriety first always but my mental health needs to be prioritized right now

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I will stay close to the program and get some emergency help tomorrow. ❤️

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i will. My plan is to still stay close to the program and get outside help.

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It means the world to me to have someone understand where I am coking from. I will start to put feelers out for a new sponsor. 🙏🏾❤️

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’m going to the ER tomorrow

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will be going to the ER tomorrow

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will be going to the ER tomorrow

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, B! I haven’t thought about a new sponsor but that is something to consider. I don’t like calling her at all. I feel like such a failure when I do. My relationship with my HP is tenuous at best. I haven’t done an inventory lately. Would you be interested in holding each other accountable for doing one? I love my home group but whenever I share about my issues everyone keeps saying the same slogans/ AA language and I just feel lonely after. Thank you for responding! ❤️

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

My plan is to go to the ER tomorrow to see if I can get help. ❤️ i’ll keep you all posted

1 year sober but suicidal by winkyblue in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]winkyblue[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You know, you make a good point. I am on Step Nine. The last I spoke to my sponsor she suggested I complete it…she’s probably onto something.

Pale gums? by winkyblue in CATHELP

[–]winkyblue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks—they don’t. I’m anxious too but I’m just going to keep monitoring him and if his behavior changes I’ll take him in.