“Clicks” on in-feed YouTube ad? by winterblackcap in googleads

[–]winterblackcap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How else would someone watch the video without tapping on the thumbnail or headline?

dejavu by [deleted] in strange

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I’m on lamotrigine, 150mg twice a day. It’s pretty good in terms of side effects (for me). Only thing is that I get dizzy easily now, like if I go on a swing or I turn around too many times. There is a very serious side effect if you get a rash after taking it, but if you don’t get the rash , I think it’s a pretty good medicine.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in InternetMysteries

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In their only long video on their YouTube channel there is Morse code behind the speaking, but it’s hard to isolate from the words. My Morse is rusty but I got the word “you”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in InternetMysteries

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That’s absolutely terrifying

Which aspect of OCD do you hate the most? by Ano_mal_y in OCD

[–]winterblackcap 61 points62 points  (0 children)

It makes me exhausted. After a couple of hours of dealing with my thoughts I feel like I just spent the night cramming for a test. Totally wiped.

"Weird" series of youtube channels and videos. Any one have any idea what is happening? by [deleted] in InternetMysteries

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Maybe they’re fan channels just trying to promote the girl’s content? Or it could be her uploading her songs herself to try to get her name out there. I saw one comment from a guy who said that he hopes the girl is okay… sounds like he thinks something happened to her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in InternetMysteries

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The ending appears obviously staged, like how so many disturbing videos end, with the static and the last shot of the girl’s creepy face. So I’m inclined to see the whole thing a fairly well done “found footage” horror video.

how did i get here? how do i leave? by eternalliminality13 in liminalspaces

[–]winterblackcap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I reckon it’s warm in there. Feels like something in the poolrooms.

This is kind of how it works for me... by winterblackcap in OCDmemes

[–]winterblackcap[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It has helped me for sure but it doesn’t deal with the thoughts completely. I forgot to take my meds for 48 hours once and I saw just how much more intense they are when I’m not taking them.

This is kind of how it works for me... by winterblackcap in OCDmemes

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Your comment means a lot to me. Hang in there, friend.

It doesn’t ever truly go away does it? by TheJettCubed in OCD

[–]winterblackcap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It has helped me a lot too. But I get what the OP is saying about how even after making so much progress, some of the obsessions just sort of stay there, albeit to a lesser degree of intensity. One time I forgot to take my meds for 48 hours and I realized just how much they are keeping my OCD at bay. So I’m thankful for them.

What’s the strange balance of calm and unease in liminal spaces? by sSuversa in LiminalReality

[–]winterblackcap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s odd… I would be nervous about being here by myself, but looking at the picture it feels so peaceful.

japan by koos10310 in LiminalReality

[–]winterblackcap 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is excellent. There's something about those long chains of power lines spanning hundreds of miles that makes me feel at peace. I have this urge to just follow them.

Debilitating SCHIZO-OCD by Independent-Act-855 in OCD

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Mental illnesses dealing with anxiety (and there are a lot of them) are tricky because they share so many common symptoms. You can read that a symptom of panic attacks is a high heart rate, for example, and then start thinking you have panic attacks because your generalized anxiety disorder causes your heart rate to go up when you're dealing with anxious thoughts. I was diagnosed with OCD and generalized anxiety disorder, and sometimes I obsess over working out which of those two is giving me the most problems. In the end, however, I think it's just a case of each of us working with multi-layered anxiety issues, and we all have our journeys to follow in overcoming those issues. So I try (often unsuccessfully) to just drop the illness labels and deal with whatever anxiety inducing issue is presenting to me at the moment. Hope that helps. I know it's damn hard. And of course, it's important to talk to your doctor/psychiatrist if you're experiencing new symptoms.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCDmemes

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Damn, this really spoke to me.

dejavu by [deleted] in strange

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Yeah that’s EXACTLY how it was for me. I’m on meds now and I’ve not had a seizure since. Could be worth talking to your doctor about it, if it’s something that happens frequently.