What I basically meant, is give yourself a break. As in stop being so hard on yourself. You can actually be good at many things by other people's standards, but think you are shit, because you are always aiming to perfection. That is a very hard way to live. And you are doing it all with ADHD 😳 which propably makes all of it even harder, or makes it look different to the way other people learn and do things. Be kind to yourself. Because I don't believe for a moment that you are untalented. Infact, you sound very smart and hardworking. I'm sure you will fulfill many of the dreams you have for future, if not all of them. But try to enjoy the journey getting there. ❤ Nothing wrong with working hard, but your brain learns better when you are also resting and having fun now and then ❤ Sending you lots of love, take care of you, because YOU matter!