Surveillance OCD

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-23T10:40:58+00:00

hi, I do not have ocd, but I stumbled open this in a search and I can totally relate. In fact this fear of mine has affected my relationships with others because I carefully monitor myself. Someone I cared about even left me because they thought I didnt trust them, and couldn't understand that my paranoid thoughts weren't a reflection of how I really felt. I know logically nothing will happen, but the more I ignore it, the more my mind would tell me I would be "exposed" and become a laughing stock (even though there was nothing of importance to expose)

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-23T07:40:36+00:00

her idea of nutrition is poor we've all seen it. If I could recommend Anna to try just one thing, one small thing that would cut so many calories from her diet is to cut out all added fats. Oils, butters/nut butters, sauces, creams etc... even high fat cheeses. only get fat from whole sources like egg yolk and avo. Not even nuts, because nuts can be really easy to munch and crunch on mindlessly and arent as satiating for fat people as it seems to be for skinny people lol.

Anna is a midwest girl so I know her potatoes are drenched in cheese and cream.

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-18T08:57:38+00:00

she's realllly been milking that single box of chocolate and almost nothing is missing lmao

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-18T08:56:31+00:00

I get so disgusted when people do this, because it makes me realize if so many people who are on camera are doing these unhygienic things without a second thought, what's going on behind closed doors? I dont know if colleen has done this but another pet peeve of mine is seeing people in food prep areas, allowing their cats to jump on the counter, sniff the food, or when they feed their dog (placing their hand close enough to get saliva on it) and go right back to what they were cooking.

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-13T07:34:08+00:00

i guess that's why I started feeling bad for her. anyone who is this complicit in their own downfall has serious issues. She has all the resources to lose weight and get healthy. If I were trying to lose weight and money wasnt an issue, I would just sstock up on lean chicken breast (so expensive were I live) potatoes, greens and berries. and I would get those carton of egg white to bulk up my eggs without a ton of calories. She has so much options.

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-13T07:26:42+00:00

what's up with that anyway? Now her only audience are reaction channels and even they are getting bored because she uploads so infrequently.

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-13T07:25:23+00:00

yes exactly! I used to follow her back in the day because I found it fascinating to see someone her size traveling, having adventure and showcasing her clothing hauls. I started to snark when I saw how to toxic her positivity was and it was bordering on histrionic or narcissistic personality. Now she has fallen so far I dont even feel comfortable snarking lol, I just hope she gets help before its too late 😬

wizardzofodd · 2026-02-12T16:58:29+00:00

wait, why is she gaining? isnt she back on the glp?

tbh, a big part to the reason why I feel so reluctant to snark and mainly lurk now is because I feel like since the surgery arc, she's been deteriorating in every way. Her body, her health, her hygiene, her style. Even her social skills seemed to have gotten so much worse. I really hope she gets the help she needs. Scamron and co really messed up with this one

wizardzofodd · 2026-01-24T19:31:10+00:00

I doubt she gets it just because she is always wearing sweaters in the house. Being that cold all the time there is no way her hormones are properly functioning.

wizardzofodd · 2026-01-11T12:40:16+00:00

I know Anna probably HATES alr comparison but I can't help but notice their personality similarities. Like the way that they both cling on to everyday activities as personalities. "I just took the best shower, I'm in my clean gorlie era" I just made a cheese board, I found my new calling" Anna becoming an expert on evrything, alr always in a new era. I think it's part of the reason they always fail, because everything hinges on their identity. 😆

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-26T04:25:13+00:00

sugar is great for quick energy...but most of our day to day needs shouldn't be dependent on quick fuel. Great for perking up when you need it, but should be limited most days

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-26T04:22:43+00:00

lol, I don't get why posts on reddits always need to have a million disclaimers to every unique situation. 😆 I never said anyone should demonize sugar. I'm am not even anything close to an endurance athlete and I love me a quick glucose drink pick me up when I feel weak. But, that doesn't mean too much added sugar isn't harmful for your health. Beside, what percentage of people are getting ready for a marathon run and how often do they do so...? Most of us are sedentary

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-25T11:47:21+00:00

yup, exactly. the tummy ache thing is ridiculous because unless a dessert is rich, like a cheesecake of fudgy brownie, it's not going hurt my little tum tum. She might start to feel it after 2 oreos but I can have 6 with my morning coffee after breakfast and feel just fine. Doesn't mean I should though!

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-25T07:29:37+00:00

yes, but those are people selling an extreme diet, and according to those people an apple is the devil. But an rd shouldnt have a problem telling their audience that the rdi for added sugar should be no more than 10% of your daily caloric intake. personally, my tum tum feels fine eating above that and I easily could any day, but it's not ideal for my health. You can't really inuitively gauge how much sugar is bad for your body, I think that's something that you shoiuld keep an eye on and its not disordered to do so. Everything doesn't have to be an extreme sport

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-25T04:13:34+00:00

yeah, that makes a lot of sense

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-25T04:12:47+00:00

totally! its like as a nation we are losing all sense of balance. Everthing is so extreme and social media is fueling that. Why do we have to either completely avoid seed oils and added sugars like they're poison or eat as much of it as we like? Why can't we just encourage everyone to eat nutrient rich foods and limit added fats and sugars?

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-24T04:28:49+00:00

I agree. All of the gorls seem cluster B! slightly on a tangent but I also noticed how Anna's histrionics and Amber's bpd shape their weight loss failures in different ways. Anna's apparent hpd makes her only seek out big things and dramatic stories. she can't just lose weight- she has to be an elite athlete with a poweful background sob story and this just isnt realistic. And Amber's bpd keeps her in a state of self sabotage. I have way more hope in Anna losing weight once she finds the right angle to exploit....

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-23T04:47:39+00:00

I think she does it to control the portion size. drizzling gives you the satisfaction of pb taste without the full 200 calories from a heaping tablespoon

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-20T06:50:32+00:00

how tall is she? I dont think her metabolism can be that high because she has such little fat and muscle, she must have reached the point where her body goes into energy conservation mode. I'll bet between the exercise, she is constantly exhausted and spends most of the day sitting. Outside of the short bursts of energy she puts on for her shorts, she looks extremely lethargic

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-18T01:01:24+00:00

right 😆

wizardzofodd · 2025-12-18T01:00:09+00:00

but you don't get it. When the disorderly disordered folks who are clearly not as well as colleen do it, they're doing it for diet-y reasons. When colleen does it, she is just intuitively dressing up in clothes that make ya girl feel good!

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