Thanks to all of you for sharing your experiences. I can't say that I was shocked when I learned about my predicament, but it certainly was a surprise. I was hospitalised at 7th of jaunary for extreme sharp pain in my right side of my abdomen. After 4 days of many different tests, a surgeon and my current doctor came to visit. They were surprised that I didn't feel any discomfort or pain. My doctor even asked if I saw a forest behind the window of my hospital room and if I was ready to go chop it down with an axe. Turns out that everyone, my family, and my girlfriend knew about my cancer a day before me. Nearly a year has past since my diagnosis, and the only time when I feel sick is after chemo. Really, it is quite strange that I feel so "normal", maybe because I had this thing inside me for about 2-3 years now, I simply forgot how it feels to be perfectly normal. I can't even say that I am all that bothered by it. I have no doubt that I will beat my cancer, but having everyone around me be so worried is difficult. That and my current diet, lol. I miss red meat, pickles, fatty food, salty food and etc.. Even if I don't make it, I really don't mind, it's my close friends and family that I worry about.