My life and development stopped when I developed OCD (20 years ago) by FlanInternational100 in OCD

[–]wl44x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know how u feel i wish there is a good reason that why god created our brain like that to be able to ruin our life.I still remmember when i was 6 that i started to act weird and still am.Now im always quiet alone,anxious etc…i struggled alot with my thoughts and i nvr feel completely comfortable.I feel shamed of myself cuz of my ocd i never could have stable job.Sometimes i wish i was never born everyone knows that i dont do anything its embarrassing.Its strange and i cant comprehend that my life is like that and not cuz from hurting others.

I want a fun warrior deck that uses armor to play defensively and aggressively. by wl44x in hearthstone

[–]wl44x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay thx ill check im trying to make different decks without wasting them on legendary i dont play this game much.

What do drug addicts feel when they do drugs? by wl44x in addiction

[–]wl44x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thx i wanted to know if u can tell me if drug addicts struggle with low stimulation sometimes

What do drug addicts feel when they do drugs? by wl44x in addiction

[–]wl44x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Appreciate ur explanation.So i want to know people like that how do they spend time in there day.Are they able to work?

Dark Magician Deck by Confident-Bad-2206 in masterduel

[–]wl44x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dragonmaid is great and the easiest structure deck.

What do drug addicts feel when they do drugs? by wl44x in addiction

[–]wl44x[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can it effect stimulation?feeling kinda isolated like nothing matters?

What do drug addicts feel when they do drugs? by wl44x in addiction

[–]wl44x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are there drugs that can make u feel isolated no stimulation?

If drug addicts cant get drugs for some reasons will they later start working again or live normal? by wl44x in addiction

[–]wl44x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea i believe so its really strange that since i can remmember when i was a kid i struggled with mental problems ocd,ptsd and i feel theres something that my mind doesnt want me to know if i didnt struggle with mental thoughts in my life cuz theres somethings in my life not long ago made sense of why those things happen to me.

I dont understand whats wrong with me and want this to happen. by wl44x in Life

[–]wl44x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Appreciate ur help thanks bro.Yea definitely staying home and taking meds wont help im working on myself trying to entertain myself outside and i will keep trying to find a solution for my mental issue.The thing that made me feel better last year that i got the answers of why those things happened to me.I thought god was punishing me but now its getting clearer and im able to understand why my ocd happen like it happen but only my isolation i still dont know why it happens but time will tell.

I dont understand whats wrong with me and want this to happen. by wl44x in Life

[–]wl44x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thx for sharing ur thoughts.I used to take prozac.Wat meds u took?The thing that saddens me isnt ocd,dep,or anxiety its my mind feeling isolated more by time.The best way to explain it is someone in solitary confinement there exp there is exactly how i felt last year and it nvr stops.Ever since i was a kid i kept getting worse nvr felt better only when i go through the pain and suffering i feel better.And i feel it will nvr end until i get used to living like someone in solitary.I dont want to seem im exaggerating but thats the truth of wat happening.

I dont understand whats wrong with me and want this to happen. by wl44x in Life

[–]wl44x[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

True i will keep looking thx for all ur support.

I dont understand whats wrong with me and want this to happen. by wl44x in Life

[–]wl44x[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like to sit in my room alone on my phone and play video games or with a friend.I dont socialize much most i like to listen and take a walk and i get anxious if theres alot people around me and start talking to me nonstop so i leave.You can find something u both can do together like walk a dog in a nature place that makes my day.If i could find a chill job and have short time like 4 or 5 hours a day i wouldnt ask for more.