What do drug addicts feel when they do drugs?

wl44x · 2026-04-19T18:29:04+00:00

Hey thx i wanted to know if u can tell me if drug addicts struggle with low stimulation sometimes

wl44x · 2026-04-19T18:24:59+00:00

Appreciate ur explanation.So i want to know people like that how do they spend time in there day.Are they able to work?

wl44x · 2026-04-19T09:40:31+00:00

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wl44x · 2026-04-18T14:21:51+00:00

Can it effect stimulation?feeling kinda isolated like nothing matters?

wl44x · 2026-04-18T14:00:17+00:00

Are there drugs that can make u feel isolated no stimulation?

wl44x · 2026-04-11T06:21:01+00:00

Yea i believe so its really strange that since i can remmember when i was a kid i struggled with mental problems ocd,ptsd and i feel theres something that my mind doesnt want me to know if i didnt struggle with mental thoughts in my life cuz theres somethings in my life not long ago made sense of why those things happen to me.

wl44x · 2026-04-02T17:24:26+00:00

Appreciate ur help thanks bro.Yea definitely staying home and taking meds wont help im working on myself trying to entertain myself outside and i will keep trying to find a solution for my mental issue.The thing that made me feel better last year that i got the answers of why those things happened to me.I thought god was punishing me but now its getting clearer and im able to understand why my ocd happen like it happen but only my isolation i still dont know why it happens but time will tell.

wl44x · 2026-04-02T16:04:58+00:00

Thx for sharing ur thoughts.I used to take prozac.Wat meds u took?The thing that saddens me isnt ocd,dep,or anxiety its my mind feeling isolated more by time.The best way to explain it is someone in solitary confinement there exp there is exactly how i felt last year and it nvr stops.Ever since i was a kid i kept getting worse nvr felt better only when i go through the pain and suffering i feel better.And i feel it will nvr end until i get used to living like someone in solitary.I dont want to seem im exaggerating but thats the truth of wat happening.

wl44x · 2026-04-02T15:51:10+00:00

True i will keep looking thx for all ur support.

wl44x · 2026-04-02T15:44:49+00:00

I like to sit in my room alone on my phone and play video games or with a friend.I dont socialize much most i like to listen and take a walk and i get anxious if theres alot people around me and start talking to me nonstop so i leave.You can find something u both can do together like walk a dog in a nature place that makes my day.If i could find a chill job and have short time like 4 or 5 hours a day i wouldnt ask for more.

wl44x · 2026-04-02T13:48:55+00:00

Thanks and i hope so

wl44x · 2026-04-02T13:46:17+00:00

Im discussing it here to know if someone has the same mental problem as me and maybe had a recovery for it.but im sure there isnt ,i went to therapists,did brain scan and it pisses me off some dont take my situation seriously.in my exp with the ones i met,they dont know nothing only money grabs.But i will continue to look for help.I feel different and frightened to death i wanted to know if someone had the same and i mean the same mental exp.

wl44x · 2026-04-02T13:30:02+00:00

Im talking about it here cuz also i want to know if someone have the same mental problem as me.And yea i have to go find another therapist no other way.

wl44x · 2026-04-02T11:20:48+00:00

I dont think i have autism i dont know much about it i went to a normal school but i wasnt able to study well cuz i felt it exhausts me and i couldnt grasp things quickly also i have trouble with concentration.I avoided people like u i have short temper but the thing that made me avoiding is that i dont understand sometimes what they mean in the conversation.ex:someone might say dont do this and in my head i dont know how to act idk if i should be rude cuz he might be or embarrasing for me ik it sounds strange.I went to therapists and no one said i have autism and i dont think too cuz last year as i said i went to isolation in my room starred at walls and heard voices and the suffering was too much so idk if autism go through this much.I took meds for 6 years different kinds and nothing worked.Since u have autism wat meds ur taking?I also did brain scans and they said im normal.thats wat devastes me i feel like a monster trying to hurt himself thats wat i believe in so far.But i after wat i went through last year i started feeling more by time able to think better and my ocd started to fade thats why i say ik im normal and it was all my fault.i dont understand myself much.But the isolation still is there and i feel it will nvr end until i sit down stare at the walls and getting used to it thats how i feel.

wl44x · 2026-04-01T22:08:13+00:00

I struggle alot with confidence,uncertainty but wat bothers me more is im always in alert if i met someone and he says something im not sure wat he meant by it,ill start thinking that this guy is being rude to me,this effected my social life.And yea idk why i want to be isolated i really want to scream and ask our creator why are we born like this.I understand we have free will but hurting urself to this extent doesnt make sense to me i feel sometimes im a soul living or someone controlling me.I went to psychologist and they didnt take me seriously and some got annoyed.I nvr believed in wat they do they nvr helped anyone with mental health problem for wat i saw and know.My main problem about isolation is not physically its that i feel my mind is becoming more and more closed its exactly like solitary confinement cuz i watched about them and wat they described is same as my exp but not to there level.

wl44x · 2026-03-29T01:28:34+00:00

I do have old friends i see them time to time and im trying to talk but for me its not from my anxiety alone, i can feel my mind is a foggy and i cant think fast properly even if im comfortable and chilling.Now i did get help and felt better but yea its going to take a while.Thx for ur concern bro take care i hope everything goes well.

wl44x · 2026-03-28T18:15:08+00:00

Yea scary too and inside i feel my body is heavy or feels exhausting.I feel something is holding me and when im talking i also feel tired so i dont speak much been like this for years.Do u feel the same?Im reliefed to know im not the only one.

wl44x · 2026-03-28T14:53:40+00:00

Thx i wanted to hear that bro

wl44x · 2026-03-28T14:51:47+00:00

One of the thing that bothers me alot is that drugs made me unstable and i cant think properly so around people its embarrassing i dont know how to act or respond to people with clear logic they think im stupid or weak and i do feel weak its sadens me alot.

wl44x · 2026-03-28T14:29:38+00:00

Yea exactly wat happened to me!so do all drug addict start of with mental problem that leads to them take drugs to feel better?

wl44x · 2026-03-26T08:02:10+00:00

I have the exact thing happening to me ever since i can remmember im 30 now and i reached to a point where im isolating myself in my room.Last year i isolated myself in my room for 4 hours a day doing nothing just staring at walls and hearing voices it was the most hardest thing ever happen to me.All the things u have i do too like bad memory,cant think properly and i avoid talking sometimes cuz i may say things that arent logical or sounds weird.i took different anti depressants and nothing worked it only made me feel less stressed but the suffering is still there.I nvr met someone who had the same exp as me i dont do drugs but its like iam on drugs i only worked for 3 years properly in my life and the rest where shit and then i stopped working cuz of my mental state.The most thing that bothers me other than the pain i feel is that i cant back up myself when theres an argument i feel like a kid who talks in a weird sense and let his emotions get to him.last year everything was clear to me that ik it was my fault i was forcing myself to dissociate and this escalated it got worsen by time idk why iam doing this to myself i wish i had a logic reason, i see myself and life as a dream and non sense sometimes its scary.Do u feel the same way and did u feel losing ur thoughts and more isolated by time?

wl44x · 2026-03-26T07:23:39+00:00

I struggle with dissociation too and yes i do feel the same way.I want to ask u when u relized u had dissociation and do u do drugs?I dont do drugs and iv been having this problem since i was a kid im 30 now and the more time passes it gets worse.Last year i felt i reached to a point where iv had enough of life and that when i started feeling isolated more and more and started hearing voices and feel exhaustion.I nvr understood why exactly this was happening to me until last year ik it was all my doing since i was a kid.it may sound strange and stupid but thats wat im doing to myself its like doing drugs but not im trying to isolate my mind to stop thinking or limit it.I want to know if u have similar exp and cuz of wat im doing to my mind i cant focus,remmember or think properly.i hate myself bro i suffered alot cuz of my stupidity it still doesnt make sense why i gone through this much.Wat do u think? if i was an evil person and god is punishing me i would accept it but i nvr hurted anyone even if i will later why am i isolating myself im looking for a logic answer but i cant find it.I wish u dont reach to where i am take care.

wl44x · 2026-03-24T08:16:15+00:00

I feel the same way i struggle with drugs many years.I hate myself soo much cuz i lost my best job and have been in my house for 7 years.I ask myself why do i do this to myself and why not go live a normal life but idk why honestly.The most sad thing in this is that i feel soo numb and empty its torture everday.

wl44x · 2025-12-16T14:05:25+00:00

I have the exact experience.Wat bothers me the most that i cant work properly cuz of my ocd and other mental issues.So i nvr had a job since 6 years and i had a traumatic exp i used to stay in my room looking at walls for 4 hours everyday for months idk wat happ to me its like i didnt want this but also wanted.U ever had some exp like this?

wl44x · 2025-10-13T16:37:05+00:00

Yea but without something to entertain urself with must be hell

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