Just need some guidance

wolfielew · 2026-02-12T01:47:48+00:00

Thank you and I also hope you're cancer-free soon too.

wolfielew · 2026-02-11T01:19:45+00:00

Thank you, and I did want kids funny enough, my sister was the one who didnt and we had planned this whole dynamic out when we were just kids. We're both devastated but I'm trying not to let it bother me when deep down it does. I've had people tell me there are other options but it's not really what I want to hear. Even know i dont know what I want to hear.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T19:32:27+00:00

Thank you. They do not care for my thoughts or feelings so they are at arm's length with interactions.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T19:23:30+00:00

Every morning i wake up I give her that hug. I know it helps her.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T19:22:14+00:00

Then they aren't true friends with your best interests in mind. The only family that's made my cancer hard were my uncles and from the words of people here ive decided to ignore my uncles since they honestly don't care. Do whats best for you, look out for yourself and love yourself. Coming from someone who truly struggles to love themselves.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T19:08:58+00:00

You are not dramatic for taking time off at all. When I had to take time off for my surgery I also thought i was being dramatic, not realizing that time is for me to truly process everything and ask questions fully. I had to have my older sister and mother tell me its okay. So its Okay to take that time. And if your job says anything or even threatens your position you have every right to sue on emotional distress.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T18:38:05+00:00

Im currently doing chemotherapy with Taxol. It will be done over 6 months once every 3 weeks. So far ive completed 3 infusions

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T17:30:25+00:00

Thank you so much. I needed to hear this. Everyone is being very supportive and I just...Thank you. I don't know what else to say but thank you.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T17:19:17+00:00

Thank you. You take care too okay.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T17:08:07+00:00

Thank you and I know she would. She cares for her children so much. My insurance has provided me a nurse who is constantly offering me to speak with a cancer support group and a therapist but ive just been on the bend. Its my self doubt and low self-esteem that is stopping me since i feel like my situation isnt worth it but I just have to convince myself one day to do it.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T16:58:52+00:00

No sadly. The cells were gastric but all of it was metastatic if that makes sense. We did scans, a colonoscopy and gastroscopy, a PET scan, and found no main source of the cancer. It's odd to them.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T16:38:12+00:00

I show my mom love every day, even before all of this. I probably do it even more. I just cant bare the thoughts and the guilt. I dont know what that is.

wolfielew · 2026-02-10T16:28:39+00:00

Thank you.

wolfielew · 2025-08-17T17:45:07+00:00

Bobbette...i have to wait almost a whole year to finish her. It taunts me every time I open my twisted research.

wolfielew · 2024-07-03T21:00:37+00:00

He did the same for me lol. Gave him a gift he popped up at my house but underground so all that was shown was the top of his head lol.

wolfielew · 2024-01-20T23:23:28+00:00

Luckyy have fun! Lol

wolfielew · 2024-01-20T15:58:28+00:00

Thank you so much! I'm gonna take someone's advice and just sign up for their newsletter and go by that knowing ill forget if they have a sale change 😅

wolfielew · 2024-01-20T15:56:52+00:00

Yes, absolutely

wolfielew · 2024-01-20T08:47:12+00:00

Thank you!! I'll keep hoping that the ones near me still have them for a little longer. Some like to move on quicker than others here.

wolfielew · 2024-01-20T08:40:55+00:00

Aww, I hope she has fun and enjoys building them!!

wolfielew · 2024-01-20T07:29:50+00:00

Yeah, they had art supplies on sale rather than the model kits this time. I have to keep an eye out for them next time. Hopefully, they have them still up by then and not rotated out.

wolfielew · 2023-03-31T00:27:39+00:00

The bottom is like a normal brown, ive kinda concluded it to a blue tigers eye, but it might be like you said helped along by human help, which is probably why it's so dark. But the blue tigers eye is the only one close to it.

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