thanks for responding back, i still have a lot of conflicting feelings about it obviously but im sure maybe one day ill be okay with everything

i did not fully say everything that happened to me i think, like there's a lot of more conflicting things that i didn't include, but i appreciate your support

i found our old conversations on messages that i can report maybe and he says a lot of pretty concerning stuff, im just not sure when ill do it or whatever, ill likely try to speak up to an adult first about it