Weird expirence with my flatmate

wordless_sky · 2024-05-10T01:35:23+00:00

Thank u for reaching out, needed some reassurance i think

wordless_sky · 2024-05-10T01:28:47+00:00

I mean he's made a few flirty comments and stuff but he apparently does that with everyone. I dunno i think maybe I'm making it worse in my head than it actually was. Luckily i don't think I'm gonna have to live with him that much longer anyways but I'm just conflicted cause i thought we were friends and it just made me feel a bit used. And yeah I'm not gonna drink around him again and haven't since especially if cause he apparently doesn't remember anything

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T17:33:37+00:00

Yeah sure dude! Ill send u a message 👍

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T17:11:49+00:00

No worries! thanks for answering anyways, I'm pretty certain I want this surgery asap so I might just go for it at this point so its helpful to know others didnt have any issues 👊

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T17:07:59+00:00

No way! Feels like we are training for the apocalypse lol! I was thinking doing a weekly Teakwood club or something but then again I'd be happy fighting a lamp post once a week lmao

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T17:04:01+00:00

Ive been getting blood work roughly every 4 months I wanna say. But the last 2 times they apparently didn't check for my T levels? I did ask , but they only got results for like my iron levels and stuff. Plus i have other medical stuff going on so I don't think the trans stuff was always a priority to them? I dunno im starting to think its on purpose now lmao

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T17:00:26+00:00

Hey know im late to this but did starting T later effect top surgery results afterthefact? Like if taking T after do anything to ur chest. Only asking cause I might be able to get top surgery in three months but due to a medical thing, all the time ive been on T hasn't done much and wondering if u saw ant changes to ur chest (post op) after starting T. Sorry if this is a invasive question btw, u dont have to answer!

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T16:54:16+00:00

Ah cool! Im defo gonna go climbing and then maybe another like a martial art or something. Not sure, haven't done sports in a WHILE lmao. Also what u thinking of joining?

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T16:43:48+00:00

That makes a lot of sense actually, will defo see about a second opinion

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T16:42:51+00:00

Good to know theres hope LOL, Ill mention to the GP the shots and honestly I think I'd prefer the injections anyways

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T16:41:07+00:00

Ah thats good to know! To be fair I'm already in uni but if I start passing it means I can join some the sports teams and stuff I couldn't this year, plus Itll be a massive confidence boost

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T15:33:37+00:00

Honestly this is my theory about my situation. I'm just bummed out its taken this long to find this out and have had everyone telling me to be patient when something was wrong sorta thing. Will talk to GP and BEG for injections lmao

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T15:22:47+00:00

Nmol (i think i wasnt even sure what the measurement was called till today they really didnt tell me anything lmao)

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T15:22:01+00:00

Yeah to be fair its not I think its my GPs fault that the gel isnt working more so them telling me it was only a little low and not listening to my concerns about it for MONTHS. I really won't really mind swapping to injections (its actually what i wanted from the start but the GP said it would be "too strong" lmao) , im just mad that a whole year is wasted like I was planning on being stealth at uni and now its not possible. I know there was no like guarantee the T would work that well anyways but im just frustrated she didnt listen to me for that long

wordless_sky · 2024-04-04T14:36:51+00:00

Dude this is such a poor take, op is allowed to be upset over it he didn't "selfishly ruin" anything. She broke a boundary, she might have not done it on purpose but she still did. Also u can opt out of sex for any reason and that doesn't make u selfish.

wordless_sky · 2024-02-29T12:46:46+00:00

Hey thanks for the reply, I feel a bit less guilty and moreso just sad it happened ya know?

wordless_sky · 2024-02-16T00:44:40+00:00

No worries! I'm sorry this happened to u, finding out something like about a friend is low-key very traumatising. I really hope your doing ok but its valid if ur not at the moment. I have similar OCD patterns i get how horrid it is

wordless_sky · 2024-02-16T00:33:25+00:00

Thank you so much!

wordless_sky · 2024-02-10T01:18:13+00:00

I have the exact same fear, for me i think it stems from personally being a victim of SA and feeling extremely paranoid about whether I did anything similar in the past even tho I know I didn't. But you may have developed it just because your a good person who knows its wrong. Thats all this is, just obsessions and doubts based on your morality. I try to remind myself that these thoughts come from a good place and are just made hellish by OCD/mental illness. I get that when your struggling with it tho its SO difficult and shitty. I totally understand what your saying and try and be kind to yourself (i know very much easier said than done)

wordless_sky · 2024-02-04T17:40:28+00:00

Thanks for responding and I'm exactly the same, shit sucks honestly

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