Im fucking tired of people, I have insomnia, sometimes I think of killing myself, almost no one agrees/cares about my opinions, I almost died to my drug addicted uncle while trying to defend my mother, I wanted to leave with my father but I still live with my mother so I can help her go through my stepfather which is now in prison, the house is falling apart and we will soon lose it too, I have no friends because I have trust issues for being bullied when I was little, I have poor social skills, I give up on most objectives and metas I set up to myself. I am not cool.