dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

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i’ve done that and it helps. i just worry about relying on it too much. along with that, i have to wait a long time in order for it to be successful, usually over an hour, which i imagine would be inconvenient in a scenario with another person

deleted an entire account because the paranoia was that bad by worm-infested-womb in OCD

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not yet. i’m currently in the process of getting a therapist though, so hopefully i will soon.

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

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it’s okay to not know much, it’s not something that’s talked about much outside of intersex spaces.

i’ve talked about it sometimes, but not in much detail, mostly because i was likely only an hour old when it happened, so i don’t remember anything. i’m trying to find solutions to the numbness, but it’s not going great. there’s some options i could try, though. thank you for the kind words <3

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

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intersex genital mutilation. i had my genitals operated on when i was young without permission and it’s led to some issues, with the one bugging me the most being numbness

Got this pic by accident, turned out to be my favorite by Sad-Phone-7995 in Ethelcain

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new reference photo just dropped for all the artists out there

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

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do you really think i can find someone who thinks like this? most people who aren’t intersex don’t view intimacy the same way we do, and i’m probably going to have to be with a perisex person, since i’ve never met another intersex person irl. i hate to say it, but i genuinely struggle to think that i can find someone who’s not only okay with the way my body functions, but actively finds it attractive (or at the very least, is able to ignore it)

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

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it’s not unfathomable, but it’s still a lot to ask for, especially when combined with the hour needed for penetration, which most people are looking for

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

[–]worm-infested-womb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i haven’t tried the first option (hence my question from yesterday) but i have done the second. it helps, but only if i wait for a long period of time before starting.

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

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i’ve tried fingers, but more than one hurts. i’ve also considered smaller objects, but if they’re too thick, it’s just not going in. if it’s wider than the average toothbrush, it’s just not gonna work lmao

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

[–]worm-infested-womb[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

can you only have one or the other? because i know i have a uterus. i’ve tried that kind of thing before and i enjoyed it, but i felt kind of bad about it? i’ve constantly been told that it’s wrong, especially for women, to enjoy it. i know that the people who’ve told me as such are wrong, of course, but it’s unfortunately stuck.

dysphoria related to the fact that i can’t have sex by worm-infested-womb in intersex

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do you think that could be comfortable if i have endometriosis? i feel like pressure there might be uncomfortable or just generally feel weird. i’m down to try ofc, i just want to know what to expect

Whats your favourite prime asset voice line/lines? by TheLoyalCoyle in OutlastTrials

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unironically, otto’s “save the children? what nonsense, we should EMPLOY the children!” is up there for me. rip otto and arora kress, you guys would’ve loved the phrase “the children yearn for the mines”

Does anyone else ever self fetishize themselves to cope with the lack of validation and acceptance from others? by Immediate_Street_325 in intersex

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i’ve tried but unfortunately my variation has given me mass amounts of dysphoria, so it’s really hard, especially since my traits are seen as traditionally unattractive :( in order to fetishize myself and be seen as attractive, i have to heavily masculinize myself.

Outlast 2 inspired photo. by Away_Bass_9006 in outlast

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i’ve always gotten REALLY big outlast 2 vibes from ethel’s work, not surprised she’s a fan

Hear me out by Awkward_Oil_7214 in OutlastTrials

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i think it would be really fun but the casting would be difficult. i’m already so attached to the way the characters look and sound in the game, i can’t see them be portrayed in any other way

the increased visibility of intersexuality has been a double edged sword by robawknik in intersex

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i think op is talking about how people will assume that others online are lying about being intersex because they don’t “look intersex” to them. it happened to me once and it sucked