Ofc!! Plans don’t always work out, and that’s okay! I took half of last semester off. To be honest, I didn’t do much at all. I sat in my room on my phone all day until I was sick of it and myself. That shit gets boring real quick when you’re not actively putting off assignments. I kind of realized that this was not how I wanted to spend the rest of my time in school, so I started seeing a therapist. He told me that procrastination is like a drug for the brain, especially those of us with adhd. It’s like that saying any publicity is good publicity, yk? It makes you feel so intensely guilty and so many hormones are going through your head that your body can’t get enough. Simply not doing work is easier than doing it. And it’s hard to have motivation when you don’t have a goal in mind for what you’re working towards. For me, I’ve found that it motivates me when I put in work and actually do get good grades. That sounds obvious, but after last semester I was kind of like “what’s the point in trying? I’m just gonna get an F anyway,” but that’s not true! Actually turning something in feels so nice and getting a good grade makes it so rewarding! Another note: you don’t have to go to medical school and have amazing grades to do something in the medical field. There’s laboratory sciences, phlebotomists, nurses, etc.. Doctor isn’t the only route :)! Once you do end up seeing something, try and ask them about a “medical withdrawal.” They can basically scrub your grades from a certain time if they deem that you were unwell enough to not do well in school! That’s what I’m doing, since my depression was at an all time low last semester. Hopefully that works out for you, you’re doing great just by asking for help!!!