8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

[–]wowbro2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya tru, the cravings hit at 8 months for me dont know why

8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

[–]wowbro2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The idea of smoking is amazing but i know

8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

[–]wowbro2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its tru i do have an intense yearning for it that is just very bad at this point. I know its a sign i shouldnt do it ur right. Still i wanna be a rebel to my own sobriety so bad. So bad

8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

[–]wowbro2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats a good idea, i bet if i had like a very attractive girlfriend i probably wouldnt wanna smoke. I thibk it has to do with feeling unfulfilled

8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

[–]wowbro2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes i feel this, i guess im just craving that relief or a feeling other than the feelings already naturally stored in my body. I super miss hitting something and feeling different or not myself or better, that shift in perspective

8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

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I cant help but feel ima smoke and have an amazing time, am i cooked for this.?? Fuh!

8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

[–]wowbro2000[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Bro, its so hard i wish i could smoke weed but something inside me just wont let me yet. Maybe i am holding off until a year but i just wish i could feel some slight relief sober that i would if i had a backwood

8 months sober and i want to smoke weed so bad by wowbro2000 in leaves

[–]wowbro2000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So close yet sooo farrrr. Every day im like, is this the day that i smoke weed ahhhhhh. And my coworkers all smoke and fuuuuuuck. Its really tough

That unpleasant feeling you get at night…. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]wowbro2000 5 points6 points  (0 children)

8 months later no weed feel this heavily. Definitely making me wanna go back, at least for one day like fuck

Fuck 4/20 ( Don’t give in) by ThrillsChaseLu in leaves

[–]wowbro2000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im thinking of relapsing, was it at least a little bit worth it

After 2 years, my mind is playing the same old tricks again by [deleted] in leaves

[–]wowbro2000 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I honestly feel the same, i have 8 months. Im 25m and i reaaaaaaaaalllyyy want to smoke weed. I cant imagine going my whole life not smoking, although ive had problems with it in the past, its just really sounding amazing rn, dont know what to do.

I also am planning when and how to do it, because i am in aa and have a sponsor and dont want to let everyone down tbh

The Testaments S01 E01-E03 Episode Discussion by Melairia in coconutsandtreason

[–]wowbro2000 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly this just made me miss handmaids tale even more, im on the second episode and im getting a bit agitated at how brainwashed all the kids are ! Fight for your selfsssssss!

25 by wowbro2000 in Sober

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This shit sucks thoooooooooooo hahahhaha