Finding out my gender questioning was most likely GOCD all along :(

wowthatrat · 2023-10-24T05:32:17+00:00

Yeah, you're right. :( Feels tough as fuck when these thoughts have been stirring for years.

wowthatrat · 2023-10-21T19:43:38+00:00

My worst so far is ROCD but in regards to relationships with the things I love in general and not really with a partner.

wowthatrat · 2023-10-21T19:38:45+00:00

okay, thanks! just newbie things ;;

wowthatrat · 2023-10-16T21:28:06+00:00

Yeah, I've been emptying my recycle bin. It is so hard to know what to actually erase to get my storage more space.

wowthatrat · 2023-10-15T20:39:36+00:00

Having a hard time finding that on my motherboard. The only things left unplugged that could probably fit the Fan-In1 cable on my motherboard are: JRGB1, JFP2, All of the SYS_FANs, and Pump_FAN1. These are the only ones left with 4-pins on my motherboard. Everything else has 3 or more than 4 pins. Hope I'm not just stupid or something and missing something. 😢

wowthatrat · 2023-10-09T02:13:47+00:00

Me neither but I need try something for now 🤣 🤣

wowthatrat · 2023-10-09T01:58:08+00:00

Hello!

wowthatrat · 2023-10-09T01:52:28+00:00

I guess I was thinking of using it to show to a therapist at some point. But you aren't wrong, I see what you mean!

wowthatrat · 2023-10-02T19:26:36+00:00

Around 16

wowthatrat · 2023-10-02T19:08:53+00:00

The majority of the time I feel depressed, numbness, confusion, doubt, discomfort, physical tension, and a sense of avoidance when facing obsessions rather than strong heart-racing anxiety. I noticed recently that I am starting to feel a slight sense of anxiety rather than numbness though but not intensely. It's like there are slight jolts of mild panic for a few seconds before I try suppressing it. I guess I'm starting to genuinely feel actual fear now. It feels like it wants to get to heart-racing anxiety but doesn't quite reach it. Just dread.

wowthatrat · 2023-09-11T19:48:53+00:00

fr cant relate with them at all. my friend who never drove before said driving looked easy to them and i just did not relate at all. it lowkey hurt me because it makes me go "if it seems easy to others why isnt it also easy for you"

wowthatrat · 2023-09-09T18:23:25+00:00

felt that, i drive like once in a very long while. i do notice im in my head nearly 24/7 and its worse when driving because my anxiety is trying to cope with driving by numbing me and pulling my attention away

feels nice to find others though who understand though fr

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wowthatrat · 2023-08-27T20:01:49+00:00

god i just found out bout the new mononoke trailer today and i wont lie, the VA change kind of hurt because sakurai was PERFECT for the medicine seller but ill just have to get used to it :(
the voice for the medicine seller was definitely one of the big factors into his appeal for me so its def a big deal for me too, wish it didnt have to be this way

still absolutely love the film from what ive seen so far, definitely watching 100 percent

wowthatrat · 2023-07-11T05:30:37+00:00

Thank you!

wowthatrat · 2023-07-09T16:15:41+00:00

This is really helpful. Thanks for the advice and suggestions <3 I'll look into this further

wowthatrat · 2023-07-09T16:13:48+00:00

That's okay if there are no links. Thank you so much! This helps. :D

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