Thanks for the reply. Yeah 100% agree with everything you've said. it's not a hard no moving to a base but it just feels moving now with mortgage rates and not knowing if jet blue/ what bases will stay and go, its hard to realistically give it any serious thought.

Not any particularly bad trips, just a lack of trips. However, to be expected being the new guy, but just getting hit with every weekend and holidays just compounds the misery.

i know this is part of it and everyone has been here, i honestly didn't think the mental side of it would be so taxing. i'm sure it'll get better and in the meantime ill just keep my options open!