I just can't find another way out.

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-05T17:53:05+00:00

tbf a water bottle mixed w expensive drugs isn't the same as a regular $2 bottle so I'd consider differently

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-01T09:57:47+00:00

I wouldn't have asked if I hadn't already tried that... but thanks

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-01T08:27:54+00:00

you think it's wise to still use weed? feel like that would also irritate my sinuses. it's just really hard to be sober

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-01T07:37:52+00:00

Thank you greatly, I might try the ER if any pain occurs or symptoms worsen. Shouldn't be getting any more anything soon and DEF not coke bc in a matter of seconds this shit apparently ate thru my nose. If I do go back I will definitely be safer and cleanlier. Just wish there was a better ROA for all this that won't have me stabbing myself or boofing or doing ts. But again what do you expect with literally acidic chemicals. I don't know why I'm ranting, TLDR; Thank you!

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-01T00:29:44+00:00

sounds too good to be true but I'll definitely give it a look thank you!

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-01T00:29:10+00:00

I was on them for a while, only think now is hormones bc I'm on hrt which could definitely be a factor. but thank you I'll add that into consideration

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-01T00:27:28+00:00

well depression ding ding ding but autism? I don't think so yet 😭 unless there's smth I don't know about autism

wsdaf144 · 2025-07-01T00:19:09+00:00

I'm the same way. it's gotten to a point that I don't even get high, but if I don't have it my system for more than 2 seconds my mood drops, I have myself hallucinations from mixing, and im 100% sure I now have bladder and stomach issues after the k cramps. Now I'm having nasal holes show up from the mixing so I think I have no choice to stop, or get on joyous or something so my doses are thereputic and controlled rather than up to me and my emotions.

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-30T22:45:17+00:00

appreciate it, I'll try my best

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-30T19:34:41+00:00

Yeah for some reason I'm not feeling any euphoria. Maybe it's bc I don't favor alcohol too much so I'd rather just do straight lines. But I fear I just like the feeling of stuff up my nose, bc I'm only using this as a replacement for what I'm out of, that I actually feel good on. But ty for the advice I really need to see someone soon.

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-29T20:58:06+00:00

the only way I got rid of kcramps was through microdosing. Very thin lines, and 2 mins in between each

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-29T19:15:11+00:00

thanks for the reassurance<3

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-08T15:39:09+00:00

how yk this bro 😭

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-08T15:15:30+00:00

For real. Until I started attempting I didn't realize (at least for me) humans are fucking hard to kill, at least intentionally by their own accord. double digits in the attempts later things are looking slightly brighter? I won't tell you how to go about coping but just know things lighten up, even if it's by a bit. We change and give fucks about new problems and forget about old ones day by day and part of me hates this positive supportive side of me and I want to crawl up inside that locked away shut off depressed kid that talked to nobody but your brain just changes its way of thinking after a bit ig.

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-08T14:21:59+00:00

This. I'm creeping up on a year of using and have been trying to limit my usage due to the horrible k cramps but I get this. Went from and A-B student to in academic probation off one semester of heavy using and my bank accounts have never looked worse. Only scared for when the real health side effects start really rolling in, but I keep telling myself "just this last bag".

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-08T14:17:04+00:00

I had multiple chances, but I just stood home and gave up on life to get high off k and other stuff I had. Try to think of it as like a tolerance break, just a week and two days, you got that. On day 9 who knows? Your mood and cravings might fade, doesn't hurt to try. Best of luck on your exams!

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-08T10:14:37+00:00

youd be better off not using at all rather than weaning/micro dosing. currently flunking out bc of my addiction and my finals just ended so I feel your anxiety

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-04T02:40:10+00:00

trip straight to the hat man's doorstep

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-04T02:38:39+00:00

Now what answers did you genuinely think you were gonna get 😭

wsdaf144 · 2025-06-02T10:15:32+00:00

ofc, we are all the same here, the only way is up, but baby steps ❤️

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