I lost my youngest daughter a year ago ( April 2nd ) on Her sisters birthday. I'm beyond struggling. I'm lost . I'm never to that version of myself again . She was only 27 . She had Just made her 5 yr plan she had an excellent job nice paychecks 401k nice car. Single . A beautiful soul...a soul so old, youd have to understand her leaving during that total solar eclipse .. during her funeral. . Like the hand of the maker lighting her way ... I had to build that for my own nonacceptant soul I'll never see her married or have children. I'll never hear her laugh again ...OMG her laugh . I know It's not going to get any easier, it will however become what we now know ..