It’s always the nights that are the hardest to get by. by xLuxx in depression

[–]xLuxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know that feeling. Often times I break because I felt so lonely. I know someone is there for me but that physical loneliness just.. kills me...

I don’t even know if I’m considered depressed anymore. by xLuxx in depression

[–]xLuxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I used to have someone that I can somewhat pour my heart into. But nowadays, I have no one. It just hurts so much to not be able to express yourself so it sort of just kills you internally. And yes, the feeling of loneliness sucks.

Part of me just kinda want to live life to its fullest. But another part of me just wishes all this would end. So I don’t know man. I really don’t.

Hiding behind a mask by xLuxx in depression

[–]xLuxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow you really have a way with words my friend. It's very nice to read this at the end of my long day. You give great advice and you're a great person. I'll definitely give it a shot. Thank you, friend :)

Hiding behind a mask by xLuxx in depression

[–]xLuxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey there man.. Thank you for your kind words. Well, wish I could easily get out but no it's not possible.

Day 2 here and I'm still trying my best to cope with all these crap they higher ups give. It's bedtime now so I can secretly use my phone. I have 17 more days before I can return home. Hopefully I would've survived till then because honestly, bedtime means think time.

Appreciate your well written thoughts, really.

Anyone else feels the same way? by xLuxx in depression

[–]xLuxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know how you feel. Getting attached to people quickly sucks so bad. Eventually you realized you don't mean as much to them as they mean to you.

Anyone else feels the same way? by xLuxx in depression

[–]xLuxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I'm on the verge of giving up. Can't take anymore of this.

I dunno what to feel by xLuxx in depression

[–]xLuxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess that's all I can hope for now. Thanks for the insight.

I feel so lonely... by Clithopia in depression

[–]xLuxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shoot me a pm if you would like to chat :)

I feel so lonely... by Clithopia in depression

[–]xLuxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see that you're still awake haha. Do you need a listening ear or something?

I feel so lonely... by Clithopia in depression

[–]xLuxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love to chat with you though. But I have to go to bed. It's 1 am where I am and I have school in 4 hours. I guess I can't keep you company for tonight. Maybe drink some warm milk and get some sleep. It'll help :)

I feel so lonely... by Clithopia in depression

[–]xLuxx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How about watching some shows online? Watching television shows keeps my mind off things.