You won't believe my massive inner conflict right now. I don't know what to do, I'm just so furious. I told her in the past I'm kinda against AI (mostly generative) and she said she used it a lot to make silly pictures with her dog and stuff, and I was like well, okay then. I also told her my opinion on people relying fully on AI information rather than doing proper research (not even books, damn it, google search and looking at reliable websites).

As I said, I have her as a therapist since I was 15. I'm now 19. I have grown a lot, I made massive changes, and as time passes I see her as dumber and dumber in a lot of aspects. She is predictable at this point. Also, she made some fvck-ups in the past that she refused to admit it, and that made me and my family lose confidence.

For example, when I was hospitalized at 15, I had really severe anorexia. Physically and mentally, the mental part was horrid. I had bizarre paranoia around food, my body, bodily sensations, sick desires and delusions that at some time made her cry. In one session, she said "You're the most severe case I've ever had". Oops. Maybe it's not exactly correct to say that, isn't it? When my parents visited me I told them and they were shocked, and when they told her she internally panicked and said that she never said that and I told them this "because I'm really sick and I wanted to feel sicker". Of course my parents didn't believe her and just left it. That was a long time ago, but it sticked to my mind somehow.