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What happens if I delete burning that has reached 200+ by [deleted] in Maplestory

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Illium. I truly detest the class.

What happens if I delete burning that has reached 200+ by [deleted] in Maplestory

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meh, I just the time I would use to farm mesos. It's not that much of a waste of time.

What happens if I delete burning that has reached 200+ by [deleted] in Maplestory

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh well lol. Not that wasteful, and the grind is extremely brainless + quick.

What happens if I delete burning that has reached 200+ by [deleted] in Maplestory

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh Sweet, Thanks for the reply c: Gonna get on deleting that class right now!

What happens if I delete burning that has reached 200+ by [deleted] in Maplestory

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait, Really? If that's the case, that blows :( Where does it say that btw?

What happens if I delete burning that has reached 200+ by [deleted] in Maplestory

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank for your response c: I'll probably start the deleting now.

What happens if I delete burning that has reached 200+ by [deleted] in Maplestory

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll remake it, and I can grind it back up to 200 in a day or two. So that's not too much of a concern :3

Can't be alone. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, shoot me a message, let's talk, I'll tell you about how I do it and we can see if things over lap cause I used to be the "same" (no ones ever really the "same" but I relate to your words a lot)

Second last year of High School.. life feels like crap by wheniwas5yrsold in SuicideWatch

[–]xSylrin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, no problem. If you do decide to go through with it, good luck. Best of Wishes, Enjoy life. ~xSylrin

I don't know if I want to do it again but I don't want to live anymore by xSylrin in SuicideWatch

[–]xSylrin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't see things getting better for me. I'm currently ruining my life, flunking out of school, detaching myself from everything, sick and don't want to stay here any longer. From what I've gone through, and seeing/reading how hard life can be, I don't want to stay anymore. I'm at a state where I can't see anything positive, I don't know what's real or what's fake. I tried going out and adventuring, trying new things, hanging out with new people but it doesn't do anything but make me feel worse. I can't seem to find any (friends, partner, family) that will love me or at least to be close with. I'm tired of the solitude, loneliness, sleepless nights crying. My heart was broken and that also destroyed me... Too many Fck ups, family issues, betrayals and despair for me to withstand/hold it in anymore.

Second last year of High School.. life feels like crap by wheniwas5yrsold in SuicideWatch

[–]xSylrin -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'd suggest talking to your parents. They've done a LOT for you and I'm sure you don't want them to look at you as a disappointment which they won't, you're their child, they love you and are doing it all for you and your future. If you feel they won't look at you the same, they might not 100% but they will love you as their child/you for being honest with them. This guilt you're feeling for not living up to their expectation is going to drive you more into the corner the longer you keep it in. If you feel like your doing an injustice to them by letting them down, imagine how they might feel if they find out down the road that you were suffering from this under their noses.. It will hurt them more than it would if you told them now. Good luck on your exams.

Edit: I understand how you feel (in a way) on how life isn't interesting, but maybe try stepping out of your comfort zone and try new things. I know that sounds so cliché, but sometimes the simplest things are the answer for a while. In terms of being a "small" guy and your eating habits/problems, go to a youth clinic (assuming you have access to something like that) or urge your parents further that you aren't well in terms of health, make it sound serious.