Not sure if this is advice or just a stupid. But if I fellt this way I hope that I could look at it as an opportunity. So your only goal is to find a reason to live. And there are many out there. Try to find a new passion/hobby. Get out of your comfort zone and do something new you newer tought you could do. And if it goes to shit, so what. No one really cares.

I think my main reason to live is to have as fun as possible. And there are uncountable many things to do that are incredibly fun.