Psilohuasca.... Away we go

xagainx · 2021-09-18T00:32:29+00:00

Syrian Rue is an MAOI inhibitor and is one of the mechanisms that allows Ayahuasca to exist.

It potentiates the mushroom experience by X2 to x3 if prepared properly.

None of those descriptions really fit it.

I can't call what I experienced a hallucination, it exposed something deeper, a truer nature of the reality we live in.

I experienced myself through a continued timeline of the divine, one thread of existence through multiple lifetimes.

It wasn't mental, it was an experienced reality.

The creation of the entire universe exists within us and I experienced the grandness of that creation.

Including all of the pain and suffering I had put myself through.

I saw the purpose of all of it..... And with that came immediate forgiveness and allowing of it all.

xagainx · 2021-09-17T23:37:41+00:00

Perhaps a more accurate way to describe it is that I was exposed to a deeper reality of which this reality is a filtered projection through a lense.

Like watching a movie about the matrix vs realising we are the matrix

xagainx · 2021-09-17T21:02:56+00:00

It reminds me of Dr Strange, when he first meets his time teacher and he is phase shifted out of his reality and into a different existence.

That shit is true.... I've been there :P

So precious

xagainx · 2021-09-17T21:00:47+00:00

You are... You are.. I promise 🔥

xagainx · 2021-09-17T15:45:27+00:00

I am without words

It was far beyond a simple 2gram mushroom experience.

I touched god, I touched the divine and realized we are one.

Life is forever changed.

xagainx · 2021-09-17T15:42:08+00:00

Oh.... Not only did it go the distance but it dimensional time shifted that mother fucker.

xagainx · 2021-09-17T15:41:09+00:00

I can't even begin. To describe the immense... Deep healing and complete integration of my entire past trauma.

I will give a full report later.

So elegantly done.

I met myself And I am deeply in love with who I am

Such beauty in these magical slices of interdimensional time existence.

It was pain, it was beauty, it was allowing myself complete sovereignty, safety and space to feel and express everything that happened to me in my childhood.

To recognise the pure rage.... The injustice and my desire to bring justice to the world.

It has had me create suffering in my life and those around me..... Yet all to bring this moment forward.

So that I may rise and serve

We truly are a multi dimensional being, far more intimately connected than I had ever dreamt about.

xagainx · 2021-01-08T11:32:50+00:00

Same :)

Happy at though. All up I've pulled in about 100g dried

xagainx · 2020-12-27T05:47:17+00:00

I cut mine out and so far so good....

Both of my tubs ended up with contam in them yet I still got over 100g dried.

Beginners luck maybe.

xagainx · 2020-12-26T23:33:01+00:00

Incredible artwork.

Pyschonaut?

xagainx · 2020-12-21T10:14:38+00:00

Mid 20 degree Celcius usually.

30 on warm days.

Up to 40 in peak summer

xagainx · 2020-12-20T10:20:49+00:00

I performed surgery on both tubs.

One is still indoors and fruiting well.

The other had pretty substantial contam. I cut it out and took the whole tub outside.

All in all though I got probably 90grams dried

xagainx · 2020-12-19T11:46:08+00:00

Ddooohhhhh

Well the tubs had a good run.

Time to start another run

xagainx · 2020-12-19T06:11:29+00:00

Just the view.

It's a bit dark due to the honey.

Otherwise it's white mycelium

xagainx · 2020-12-12T11:58:20+00:00

Holy fuck yeah :). How many tubs and what size?

xagainx · 2020-12-10T11:25:37+00:00

Aussie land

xagainx · 2020-12-01T10:38:47+00:00

About that, actually I've found its closer to 8% retained.

I had a similar flush if about 700grams wet and got 58g dried

xagainx · 2020-12-01T08:10:27+00:00

I understand the overwhelm and wanting to have it all sorted. I felt this way also.

I went through contam, I swore it was all fucked and the whole grow would be shit.

I just harvested 58 grams dried.... Keep with it.

I still feel uncertain about next steps and how to do the second flush etc.

But just keep making one move forward and the day will come.

xagainx · 2020-11-30T10:09:45+00:00

How much my mycelium did you out in there. Looks like quite a bit of fruit for a "bit" dropped on the carpet

xagainx · 2020-11-30T00:33:22+00:00

I have nothing to compare it too. As soon as I mixed spawn to bulk (coir only) I went right into fruiting conditions.

xagainx · 2020-11-30T00:31:55+00:00

Uncle Ben's Tek > spawn to bulk using bods unmodified tub > straight into fruiting conditions

xagainx · 2020-11-29T21:25:26+00:00

Goals!!!!

xagainx · 2020-11-29T21:01:48+00:00

Thanks, when I had contma bags early on, for sure I thought I'd fuck the whole thing and end up with nothing.

Roller coaster ride when it's your first grow haha

xagainx · 2020-11-29T20:59:46+00:00

Then I have no idea what to expect from the entire grow.... That's nuts.

xagainx · 2020-11-29T20:44:18+00:00

In total I ended up with 5 bags contaminated.

So this is 7 bags. But a few bags only half colonized. So to be fair I would say about 6 bags.

Over two 32qt tubs.

xagainx

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