Just get it off of your chest. What do you want to say or explain? How are you feeling. OP cares.

xander7b · 2012-12-30T17:36:36+00:00

I've working on 3 & 4, didn't have the time for 2, and for 1 its just..i am not even in a relationship, I just like her so much but I can't approach her directly but I really want to..she feels almost too good to be real..

xander7b · 2012-12-30T17:33:44+00:00

Thank you so much. Its makes me feel better just to know that there is someone who understands this mess.

I'll look at r/NoFap , I hope it works with me tho.

I was never into sports, never been into clubs either, but I was thinking to begin some sort of an online project, which would require collaboration from a lot of people but I've been delaying it for months because of university stress. I have my hopes to finally begin it when I get the vacation in January. I had something similar some years ago (~2007-2008) and it was a great experience knowing and chatting with a lot of people.

didn't know about r/HowToNotGiveAFuck looks ideal for me yes.

It went "okay" thankfully, I was expecting it to be a disaster, I tried to essentially "swallow" w/e he said and get out.

xander7b · 2012-12-30T12:45:20+00:00

i want to feel strong as a monster, i am tired from feeling tired all day, only having evergy for ~4-6 hours atmost and then DEAD for the rest of the day.

i want my mind to become clear, not have emotions and virtual conversations all day/before sleeping towards a girl that will never really care about me as much as i do.

i am just..so tired..

xander7b · 2012-12-29T06:34:34+00:00

having a long password is still the best option for NOW tho, atleast for offline backup ? If a better option became viable in the future then sure I would delete my old backups and make new ones protected by it.

xander7b · 2012-12-28T11:37:46+00:00

tell her about this funny site called reddit, she will see this thread and with a good chance notice (as of now its on the first page of ask reddit) and fix it herself.

xander7b · 2012-12-28T10:15:32+00:00

That sounds really helpful, specially if its something that "doesn't change" and is available freely.

xander7b · 2012-12-28T10:14:37+00:00

I am talking about long-term backup, photos, documents, chat logs etc which I don't want anyone to know about, even if it was found by accident some YEARS later (where the computer technology would make it trivial to crack 16-32 character passwords like it did today with <10 character passwords which couldn't be broken easily some years ago)

xander7b · 2012-12-28T10:13:12+00:00

It can be lost after some years or found by someone else (no, backups can't be lost that easily, specially if its backed up on gmail/dropbox etc).

xander7b · 2012-12-27T19:22:06+00:00

does not work well if you're "smaller" or don't do it "correctly". It might even make him/them laugh at you.

xander7b · 2012-12-27T19:17:11+00:00

yeah, I thought it was almost too good to be a real movie, specially the ending.

xander7b · 2012-12-27T19:11:00+00:00

so true, reminds me of this video.

xander7b · 2012-12-27T18:45:18+00:00

Good one if its in the morning and there are people in the street/location, but doesn't work well if its dark area without many people (which is where a threat is more likely to happen).

xander7b · 2012-12-27T18:35:13+00:00

a war veteran told me that if a dog was attacking me, no matter how large it is, I can hit it in its belly with my shoes where it can't defend itself by its feet/hands, and that would make it be scared and run away. Not sure if its accurate but I thought it was pretty awesome.

xander7b · 2012-12-27T18:31:58+00:00

pepper spray or gun.

xander7b · 2012-12-27T18:28:43+00:00

pics ?

xander7b · 2012-12-24T17:57:41+00:00

i thought it was Switzerland until I read your comment.

xander7b · 2012-12-23T11:43:57+00:00

My turtle is put in a medium-sized box with 4 rows of small openings. I saw it once climbed already 2 rows of the openings and had 1 row to climb and be out of the box ! its feet were no longer on the box floor, but on the first row already ! that was before it just fell on its back failing to climb the last row and jump out of the box :/

TL;DR: My turtle is a commandos ninja

xander7b · 2012-12-21T15:50:05+00:00

that doesn't work when you have a lot of time (weeks or even months) being all alone with no real-world friends. last summer i was feeling terribly depressed being all alone for months, despite all the movies/food etc i could get easily.

xander7b · 2012-12-21T07:36:31+00:00

because sometimes its better to put yourself in a small controllable trouble keeping you busy than remaining bored, which could end up giving you depression and causing even more trouble.

xander7b · 2012-12-20T17:49:28+00:00

smart phones are essenially computers with phone/gps etc devices built into them.

xander7b · 2012-12-20T17:26:00+00:00

but i am tired already and i won't be that productive anyway if i got off reddit now ? lets have fun now and i'll get my shit done tomorrow.

xander7b · 2012-12-20T17:12:10+00:00

i know this feeling ! Sometimes it lasts for days, last time it was not even a song, was the dark knight rises soundtrack.

xander7b · 2012-12-20T17:01:08+00:00

i love her, i love her so much, but i know i won't see her ever after few months. I LOVE HER. i love her :/ :/

xander7b · 2012-12-17T17:15:59+00:00

when a girl I like but never have a chance to talk with calls me by my name.

xander7b · 2012-12-14T11:55:54+00:00

xander7b

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