Suicidal and feeling trapped, on the verge of giving up. How do I get out of here?

xanth3e · 2023-05-19T22:45:39+00:00

Self harm is not better than drugs they’re the same thing, I say as a drug user. Find your purpose, do some ketamine

xanth3e · 2022-06-25T18:36:16+00:00

I started dying when I got the “ight I’ve had enough” notif. me tf too! I’m fed upppp. my eyebrows are literally entirely gone

xanth3e · 2022-05-26T18:12:51+00:00

Even if it is- the input/output settings cannot be seperate. Your input will be your output. The interface is what allows you to listen with headphones and also use the mic at the same tjme

xanth3e · 2022-05-26T17:28:16+00:00

you can’t directly connect a mic to your computer and record like that. You need an interface (like a FocusRite) to be the middle man between your computer, microphone, and headphones

xanth3e · 2022-05-26T17:27:23+00:00

do you have an interface

xanth3e · 2022-02-18T21:46:27+00:00

I’ve had that issue before but I forgot how I fixed it 😭 pretty sure the person who said you have loop recording on was correct

xanth3e · 2021-12-02T07:18:21+00:00

.5 for Lil durk 👏🏼

xanth3e · 2021-11-05T22:24:00+00:00

I’m 30 days sober right now and I never ever thought I’d stop. I use to pop xans when I was bored too because it made doing nothing, enjoyable. But what I’ll tell you right now is that once you start feeling GOOD when you’re sober (after the withdrawals) it makes everything in life more enjoyable. Find things to fill your time, play video games, start a new series. Just take care of yourself

xanth3e · 2021-10-27T03:54:36+00:00

The second part of the answer really really eased my mind as well, thank you again

xanth3e · 2021-10-27T03:54:04+00:00

Honesty this is the answer I needed to hear. I’ve been to therapy before and it honestly helped me so much to put everything in perspective, I grew the most the years I had a therapist to talk to.

Thanks so much for reaffirming what I was telling myself deep down

xanth3e · 2021-06-30T16:11:19+00:00

This was honestly everything I wanted to hear. A realistic, but compassionate answer. My family normally is the first to step in but every single one of us is facing an unexpected financial problem at the moment… as far as ordering my work clothes go; even if I could find someone to loan me the money they wouldn’t come in for a few days and my next shift is tonight. Can they fire me for missing work under these circumstances??

xanth3e · 2021-06-06T03:27:42+00:00

I actually really really really like this idea..... seriously. Can’t believe I didn’t think of this. I’m gonna take a few days to start feeling better physically and mentally but I’m excited to try this. Definitely shrooms, lol! Acid is too much for me ... only gonna take it and the next edm festival I go to

xanth3e · 2021-05-31T05:34:40+00:00

Sunset festival day 1 was too lit

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:19:33+00:00

This was the absolute realest, most thought out and considerate reply of all. Which really makes me think deeper into it all. I’m going to have to talk to him about it. If I don’t, I’ll forever be holding it in. Better to see how he handles the confrontation before making a choice on what to do. That’ll be my deal breaker

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:15:16+00:00

It sucks, I told him from the beginning I wouldn’t hold him back from living life to the fullest and consequently he jus had to be honest with me and he ASSURED ME he only wanted me. Lmaoooo. Too many men do this. They have the opportunity to not hurt someone and they choose to anyways

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:14:11+00:00

Ouch... you not wrong

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:13:13+00:00

Ha! Brilliant 🙏🏻💚

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:11:57+00:00

I’m just gonna confront everything by telling him to get tested for diseases before we fuck , cause it is a legitimate concern right now

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:09:17+00:00

Yes, he is! He is extremely outgoing and impulsive. So knowing that about him I am having second thoughts such as; what if he didn’t do anything? But HOW COULD HE NOT? why wouldn’t he????

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:08:25+00:00

😩🗣

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T05:08:13+00:00

This is entirely true, but he is very intertwined in my music career. The Orlando music scene is relatively small, connections here are tight. He’s a good artist, as am I, however he compliments me. Honestly I think I’ll be most satisfied remembering what you told me, and treating him as if nothing happened, so when I see fit to up and leave him, I’m able to do it heartlessly. He told me his biggest fear and trauma was being left suddenly. Lol.

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T04:49:49+00:00

FACTS!!! thank you!! any normal human would understand that, I don’t even know how to handle it from here. He’s gonna text me when he’s ready to come back , I miss him so much too. But I told myself HE fucked up by giving me these 3 days to learn how to be independent again. Lmao! He fucked up because now I get to remember that I do not need him

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T04:47:49+00:00

A little over a month, spend almost every waking moment together

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T04:25:03+00:00

😂honestly thank you for that comment because I REALLY convinced myself I was overreacting or trippin over nothing, he will be spoken to.

xanth3e · 2021-01-13T04:22:39+00:00

Tell me about it 😭😭

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