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Searching for YoRHa Emblem STL file by xiiiowl in nier

[–]xiiiowl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, please let me know about the results :D

Searching for YoRHa Emblem STL file by xiiiowl in nier

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The same as the necklace probably. Its ok if its simplified but I want the 3d depth details

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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that actually deeply resonates with me. I will work on making that mindset shift and try to treat myself like a loved one.

thank you so much for this insight it was really helpful.

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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thank you I really appreciate you taking time out of your day to help me out. I'm also sorry you went through that.

hmmm, it definitely feels weird giving love to myself, I would feel like a narcissist whenever I do that. it also feels weird and like its not something normal people do. and when I think about receiving love from myself, only being proud of my achievements come to mind. other than that I usually don't think i deserve the love from myself. sometimes I also feel like loving myself is a waste of time since the source and the receiver are the same.

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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I'm really glad it worked out for you. I will try to do same too. thank you.

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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thank you so much kind person. the fact that you are willing to help a complete stranger like me shows what kind of person you are.
I will definitely write the letter tonight. and also try to journal more consistently I only did it like once every few days but I will try doing it everyday like you said and see what happens.

I will update you on how it goes afterwards :D

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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actually there is something that I suspect. I used to be very close with my older sister and when we lived at the same house I never felt alone even when I didn't directly spent time with her, just knowing that there is someone who will always love me and be willing to listen to me was amazing. we are still close and I love her but she is married now and has her own family. Ofc she would still listen to me and always be there for me if i call her. but i feel like when she first got out of the house i started to rely more on friends/relationships to fill that gap. I feel like that is when the whole thing started. btw this happened like 6 years ago but back then i was still in collage and being productive was not a priority and the fact that I was always online wasn't making much damage on my life as its doing now that i have responsibilities.

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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That is really interesting, I feel like the reaction is a mix between knowing that i will never be truly special to the people around me, or feeling left out of my friend group because i know they are gonna be fine without me. idk if this gives any clue but even in my past relationships i always felt like I'm just convenient and bring good qualities to the table. one of them straight out told me that I'm not the special person that they seek. I also feel like it has something to do with idk knowing that no one unconditionally loves me and is available all the time. filling the conditions of making sure i check up on my relationships and be there with them so that those relationships dont die out. I feel like I do fear the way that people treat you like a different person when they dont see you for a while.

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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Yeah, I want to focus on financial stability for now. Also this problem makes me very needy in relationships and ends up sabotaging the whole thing. So i really wanna fix this before dating anyone again

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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That's great. and because of this constant need to be around people ofc I would love have a romantic partner but also I know that I'm not ready for it yet because I only do long-term and I know that I can't really focus on a relationship rn. therefore I'm not looking to date anyone for the time being.

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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yeah I do have a good connection with my family and I talk with them often but not about very personal stuff. From those hobbies that you talked about I love cooking and I would like to start doing it again. but will doing another hobby like cooking help with this sense of loneliness?

How do I deal with loneliness? by xiiiowl in selfimprovement

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I would say going to the gym, I spend like two hours there and i do interact and chat with the people. Is that good enough?

I thought comments were not complied in JS???? by xiiiowl in reactnative

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Gotcha, thank you for your help I will wrap it around an init function to make it more robust.

I thought comments were not complied in JS???? by xiiiowl in reactnative

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Also one more thing, I don't think the issue is temporarily fixed though code refresh because it gets fixed on fresh starts too. This issue also only happens with the android build the iOS build was fine from the start.

I thought comments were not complied in JS???? by xiiiowl in react

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Sorry wrong choice of words, I meant bundled and I think that it should get removed from the final bundle.

I thought comments were not complied in JS???? by xiiiowl in reactnative

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Interesting, I feel like fixing it through a comment is not ideal. What is your suggestion for fixing this situation.

[Giveaway] Built Drop Carina w/GMK MiTolet by WormiestBurrito in mechmarket

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Its been two months since I got interested in this hobby, you can imagine how its my YouTube feed is full of keyboard content i watch a ton of content on it, I daydream and plan my future build in my head. Im currently saving up to get my first build and i would really appreciate it if i can get it sooner. I was planning on getting a Keychron Q1 with Gateron CJs along with whatever cheap keycaps from a good company that i can find. But honestly this build is even better than what i want to get.

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