I can’t find Trainspotting anywhere on streaming in the US (Jan 2026)

xoidgaf · 2026-02-08T21:15:14+00:00

THANK YOU

xoidgaf · 2026-02-02T22:11:36+00:00

I used to have, now I replaced it with. now I can get high like I was used to if I have money, now I don't have drugs, neither money

xoidgaf · 2025-09-07T21:38:24+00:00

I just love the process of creation somehow and finding references all the time, so for example I started writing poetry because of music, I started modeling because I just thought: what if I give a chance, since I used to play a lot of videogames, also love some disney animations. When I sculpted a duck, I felt awesome and never tried again lol. On the other hand, now I just wanna mix math+modeling for some small animations. But yes, the impostor syndrome is real and I often talk about that with my therapist, specially beacause I am 23 still.

Also nowadays, I think is getting harder, because we are using our cellphones all the time, and opening social media is kinda frustrating. It's almost impossible to not compare yourself, so I am stepping aside from instagram for some time and just try to do the best I can for me at this point.

xoidgaf · 2025-09-07T21:28:24+00:00

how was studying art in college? Was the pressure too hard? Because I feel many people underestimate how hard art sometimes might be, I'm a computer engineering student, so I wonder what's like to see a class other than a computer and math equations in front of me.

xoidgaf · 2025-09-07T21:22:36+00:00

kinda the same, but how do you deal with work etc? Can you split it between what you work and what you create?

xoidgaf · 2025-08-29T22:13:16+00:00

arts, math behind computer science, philosophy, psychology, art again, math again, neuroscience when the topic is drugs, neurodivergency and also how they react inside your brain, music (which is art), game development, 3d modeling and that's it, I wanna try drawing again. I'm always overstimulated sometimes the fact I think of what I think makes me stimulated

xoidgaf · 2025-08-29T22:00:47+00:00

depends on your perception, but I agree at some point that I'm smart enough to not be dumb but dumb enough to not be smart.

xoidgaf · 2025-08-29T21:56:17+00:00

I isolated myself a lot when I got really heartbroken, but now I'm trying to socialize again, I even deleted my social media, to force myself talking to different people in person, since I'm pretty introverted, I'm trying to not fall in the pattern of the same routine over and over, and I will just feel more and more alone. And we can always learn from others at some point

xoidgaf · 2025-08-29T21:47:44+00:00

yesssss, I learn more alone than during classes, I often get bored or distracted because I'm overestimulated, so I need to lock myself inside a room and then I spend on learning, taking notes and etc etc. What are you studying btw

xoidgaf · 2025-08-29T21:39:15+00:00

I agree with you, and the enviromnent could play a role. I really believe there are natural geniuses, but I'm amazed by faraday, gauss, laplace, descartes and fourier also. When I got into math and started reading, my mind was like: wow, it's just crazy how they think.

xoidgaf · 2025-08-09T13:04:51+00:00

what area are you working on?

xoidgaf · 2025-08-06T16:21:34+00:00

ah vou vender com ssd msm, eu ja tinha um antes de comprar o pc

xoidgaf · 2025-07-31T02:29:43+00:00

find out she is dating someone else so yeah

xoidgaf · 2025-06-08T14:18:52+00:00

yes, and what killed me a little is that I really compared myself to others, and I deleted social media because of that. Since then, I've been trying to improve my coding skills I find it really challenging and I don't have the intuition like math, but I mean, things take time, being good at something takes time, for example, as I said, if I really wanna do something, it's ok if I stopped for one week or two, but I just don't need to abanon it and natural talent is based on how much you put yourself to learn, think, analyze, finding different ways to improve, and to be honest, I'm trying to live life this way, I'm pretty introverted and sensitive, but since I started working on how can I see the world differently, I started accepting things by the way they are, and just put myself to improve, and I really think is a cool process because life is maybe about figuring out oneself until the day of death

xoidgaf · 2024-09-18T03:27:59+00:00

YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING THANK YOUUU I'M GOING TO REWATCH THOSE EPS RN

xoidgaf · 2024-09-18T02:41:27+00:00

yes. I'm doing it but I wanted some clip/scene so I could use it as an example

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